IRC-Galleria

I once heard a song about a man
who wouldn't give a chance
for himself to find true love
or the girl to find safety in his arms
'couldn't stop myself thinking
about you, me us.

The things you said,
the thoughts I read
the thing we had
was just like that
The song of a man,
you.

Either one knew what to do
either one knew how to proceed
what they wanted what they hated
still the same, they didn't know.

The puzzles pieces just wouldn't fit
they couldn't take a single hit
It fell apart, they lost the love
Beautiful world, happy ending, gone.

Walked over their own happily ever after.
Both lost and alone.
It's the coin, flip it.

Everywhere I see your face.
All the time I feel you near.
Everytime I remember you
Or when we meet
I love you more I thought I could.
Now I miss U .

They try to chain us down,
take our freedom
take our strenght.
Make us part of the machine
taking orders from them,
make us all blank.

They start trying
to make you settle down,
go to school
then do the things at home.

She just never heard those words
not when said, not in her head.
Just kept going, living too loud
just does what she wants,
she's a rebel.

Takes what she wants
Gives back if pleases
Don't care what they say
Pushes them to the edge
Don't need gods.
Does no prayers.
Shes a rebel
Rebel forever!

Brainwashed, hypnotized
some might do as is told.
Some just won't become
that way chained down,
we're gonna stay
Stay like this
do as we please
Stay frorever free!

***

There he stands, he's being so tuff
with his head full of drugs, that's just a bad bluff.
With that smashed, and drunk driven car
he doesn't really look like the smartest one.
Still being so tuff,
making up stories to the cops.

I stand and watch him
get into the car.
That's kinda sad,
those desicions he's come up.
Driving the car
in an excess of mom's drugs.
Doing that just
to feel a bit alive.
Poor thing.

With penalty tickets
of drunk and cardless driving,
lying to the police,
keeping friends awake
at the middle of the night.
Going locked up for the night.
That's not a way to live a life.
Or anyway not mine,
I'm going for my dreams,
Up high.

***

Just a girl
lost, alone, fallen,
crying, - wishing to push you over the edge.

Not smiling ,
not forgiving,
just avengin - the pain you caused.

Be aware
she'll come for you.
Lock the door
loose the key,
so no one will know
how to get to you,
or know where you are,
maybe she won't find you!

We we're told
she's coming for you
thought you should know...
Hide before she finds you!

She'll come to destroy, she'll come to avenge
She'll open the door for the demons of hell
They'll find you, they'll get you, so run
run for your life.

***

A long time ago,
with you i felt home.
..but something went wrong
I chose the wrong road.

You're still in my mind
after all these years I find
I still ain't home
since you ain't here
the times spent with you
I miss them now.

I find I changed along the way
the road I chose took me away
from you and all the safe feeling things
I needed the feeling of danger
I see the crossroad in front of me again
the singns say again: "home" and "away".

Come to the crossroad, lead me home
I'm only missing you when you're gone.
I made a mistake, just forgive me that,
tell me you love me, tell me you need me
that's all I wanna hear, all you need to say

-(after you left, everything went wrong)-

You showed me you loved me
you held me tight,
back then everything was alright.
With you by my side
I would never fear a ride.

-(cant count how many nights
I stayed up thinking about you, us)-

**

rakkaus ei oo lumivalkoinen
meille se oli sekavan värinen
mä olin se musta sä valkoinen
verellä toisemme tahrittiin

sä et usko et voitais viel rakastaa
kun sanoin sanoja
joita rakastava ei voi tarkoittaa
ei se niin mee tää ei oo mustavalkoista
tää on monimutkaista
et ymmärtäis kuitenkaan

se riippuu susta itsestäs
mitä sä tahdot ja mitä saat
et saa kaikkea hopealautasella
joudut sen eteen puurtamaan
sun kanssas mä kestän mitä vaan
sä teit mun maailmasta taivaan

jos kerran oppii rakastaa
sitä tunnetta kaipaa ainiaan
kun kiven läpi kerran kulkee
siihen pystyy uudestaan
kohtaa se mitä eniten pelkäät
astu askel kerrallaan
ehkä tuntuu ettei kestetä
mut en mäkään antanut periksi
enkä anna sun luovuttaa

hajosit jo palasiksi
voiko olla pahempaa?
se kipu viiltää syvältä
hetki anna sen turruttaa
saat multa koko maailman aikaa
sun lisäks mul ei paljoa olekaan
lepää siinä hetki rakas
sit jaksat matkaa taas jatkaa

***

Dont come and tell me
you've changed your mind
dont come and stab me
from behind
the things you said
the promises you made
I dont wanna hear
you betrayed

I've had enough
of that game you played
and those hurting words
you once said
you broke my heart
then changed your mind
just dont you ever again
sneak up from behind

***

Do you feel the wind on your hair?
remember the warmth of the sunlight?
No you dont, that's what i thought.
Can you see how cold you've become..

You cant either, see the demon inside me
tearin' me apart, corroding me inside.
You just dont know how it feels
to be left alone wandering these streets.
You're free to fly, you've got your wings..
My wings were cut off, a long time ago.
There's no way to fix me anymore,
no way to fly this time..

Only ways to ease the pain
that will never go away.
Only ways to treat the symphtoms
but still there excists no cure.

The rain is falling down on me,
but it can't rain forever.
World seems dark only for today
and tomorrow it will be a new day.

***

People want to see the times
when the sun shines
and no one cries
People need hope
and for them
that's what god is for

I want to see a picture
where you hold me
and you smile
And the only thing i need
is the hope
you keep casting in me

I dont need gods I do no prayers

***

bullets and a gun
fire with gasoline
drugs and rock 'n' roll
drive for vendetta

sex and violence
love and lust
ambishion and fame
bitterness and hate