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We are, we are, intriguing.
We are, we are, desirable.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pXfkWU6XZg

I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.

And so I'm here to say
That thought's in bed with pain.

I won't forget the day that, that I found god
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

And so I'm here to say
That thought's in bed with pain.

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave.

I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.

(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.

(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)

I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.

From the depths of dreams.Maanantai 25.05.2009 03:27

Emmä jaksa tehä tätä naamakirjassa ni tungen tän tänne. :(

1: Laita musiikkisi sekoitukselle.
2: Kirjoita 2 ensimmäistä lausetta 20 ensimmäisestä biisistä, oli ne kuinka noloja tahansa. Katso kuka ystävistäsi osaa arvata eniten.
3: Vedä biisi yli kun joku arvaa sen täysin oikein.
4: Googlettaminen on huijausta!!
5: Jos tykkäät tästä, tee omasi.
6: Merkitse 20 ystävääsi muistiinpanoon.

1. I close my eyes, though I was lost but I was stranded.

2. I'd arrest you if I had handcuffs, I'd arrest you if I'd have time.

3. I’m gonna leave the same way I came, up from the ashes, then out from the ashes

4. Your face is never missed, your cleverness, the cunning words did not exist.

5. So the lie now is my weapon like a bush dried withered in the sun with this spark I'll go up in flames.

6. Life, is floating fast away, but I look, your head is turned away.

7. So here's the truth, you were right all along they were never my friends and I was living a lie, but I won't fall for it next time

8. It's not what you will say, it's what you have done to let this come between us.

9. I stand alone on the verge of 24. I can not doubt, I'm left unsure

10. It's funny how things work out, the ones we need don't know we're there

11. Staring into the intersection she thinks that she can fly and she might holding on in a new direction she's gonna try it tonight

12. The first time you looked at her curves you were hooked and the glances you took, took hold of you and demanded that you stay

13. These are my sins, these are my regrets, I want to trade them in for some truth

14. You've got this new head filled up with smoke and I've got my veins all tangled close

15. And all of the corpses walk step by step to the rhythm of their once beating hearts

16. Watch me point to the sky, you'll laugh and say I'll never fly

17. We drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever.

18. Lay my bones at the feet of the ministry, I need the guilt and the company

19. Girl, what's come between you and me? Look right through me, I'll let it go, I can't help this feeling anymore

20. Gone and disapearing on this cold night, I never thought it'd be that way

Life is not a waiting room.Sunnuntai 24.05.2009 10:52

Do I still have time to make mistakes?
Is this the point where I bend or break?
Am I too far gone to medicate?
Is this a birth or is this a wake?

There was a part of me
That I lost when I was seventeen
I can't get back
The innocence I gave to scenes
Inbetween Jersey plays
Was just an act

I would slit my throat and blinded through my lies
Desperate I am matched with two black eyes
At the mouth of a river people sit
With concrete shoes ready to jump in

Do I still have time to chase my dreams?
Or did that pass, sail out and leave?
Is there still room for me to grow?
Or is this feud all that I know?

There was a part of me
That I lost when I was seventeen
I can't get back
The innocence I gave to scenes
Inbetween Jersey plays
Was just an act

Sometimes I want, to just give in
Accept the answers without a question
It's easier, I must confess
To treat this life like it's a waiting room for death
How can I make sense of this mess?
I'll share my emptiness with a glass
It's my best bet for happiness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOHg1rKzWuE&NR=1

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking from head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper,
"This is so messed up."

Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)
He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.

"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.

He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast, and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for sss...

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)
So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

So let me drown so I can breathe again.Sunnuntai 17.05.2009 23:25

The traffic's backed for miles
on these quiet suburban roads
while the rubber necking strangers
are dying to see this victim's wounds
cause he's all alone
with his notebooks and poems
in this open grave where he wrote
all of his secrets that became his lyrics
with no intent to show anyone

and we give and we give
but its all for nothing
its all for nothing
we try to resist but I give
everything and its all for nothing

so the panic sets and cycles
his mind for restless sleep
while the bloodsucking leeches
contaminate every line they read
just leave him alone in this dark room
this white sheet tightly wrapped cocoon

cause its no secret
I fucking need this
Like I don't need anyone

It's like I'm falling asleep with my eyes open
shutting down and off the lights
cause after all of this it's all or nothing
still I wouldn't try to fight

I've fallen asleep with my eyes open
(and you'll lie to all your friends)
(about sights you never saw)
shutting down and off the lights
(and you'll preach to all the press)
(about what you don't know at all)
cause after all of this it's all or nothing
still I wouldn't try to fight

So let me drown so I can breathe again
I'm through choking and suffocating
on alter egos and alter motives
which weigh you down and take control of
the way you are and the things that you need
the life you live and the dreams that you dream
distort and blur all in slow motion
they broke you down and now you're broken
and it's sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but with out the beauty
so I stopped watching, I stopped caring
I lost all interest and I stopped wearing
these plastic smiles I'll wash my hands clean
I'll forget that you forgot about me
and I'll live the life, the big city feeling
cause it's better than suburban dreaming
Living off the friends that hate you
who talk shit on me
like I don't know who my real friends are
anymore no I don't know you anymore
and it's sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
so I stopped watching, I stopped caring

Spill the ink and spill your guts again

I've fallen asleep with my eyes open
(and you'll lie to all your friends)
(about sights you never saw)
shutting down and off the lights
(and you'll preach to all the press)
(about what you don't know at all)
cause after all of this it's all or nothing
still I wouldn't try to fight
This isn’t fair, nobody taught me (how to let go)
“Just be here now” and you’ll be set free from sorrow?
But at this time, I don’t see clearly (How will I know?)
What is the point? What is the meaning?

Now I’m struggling, I blackout so I can’t dream
But I still see you sneaking through my weary head
I suffer from a drought of medicine to dull self-doubt
I just wanna drown you out with southern poison

If I had a drink for every goddamn time I think
About your pale skin dressed in pink
Then at least I could sleep
If I had a shot for every goddamn time I thought
About your face and what I lost
At least I’d get some sleep

Sleep, sleep, at least I’d get some sleep
Sleep, sleep, then at least I’d get some sleep…

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 10.05.2009 00:09

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results.

Fever dreams can only hunt you
And disappearing on this cold night
Turn out the light
This is the only lonely picture
I wake up every evening
So unpredictable and so typical
Let's start out by starting over
Just know we are a spec in time
Well it's a different man in your face
Alas here is your serenade my darling that leaves you speechless and weak
Will the room be filled and will anyone stand in line
Staring into the intersection
Maybe when the room is empty
Tonight, we fly away so high
The medicine is blending in mixing the blood with oxygen
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to
There's sugar in the engine
Hold on tight
Home, is this the quiet place where you should be alone?
I'm throwing away pictures



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Saatana, noit lauseita muokkais vähän ni kyl tosta jotain sitä muistuttavaa saiski. :o

A quick little flightLauantai 09.05.2009 00:14

Säännöt:
1. Laita sekoitus päälle: iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3-soitin yms.
2. Vastaa jokaiseen kysymykseen seuraavan kappaleen nimellä.
3. SINUN TÄYTYY KIRJOITTAA KAPPALEEN NIMI HUOLIMATTA SIITÄ KUINKA HASSULTA SE KUULOSTAA.
4. Merkitse 10 ystävääsi.
5. Jokaisen merkityn tulee tehdä sama asia.
6. Pidä hauskaa


1) JOS JOKU KYSYY "OLETKO OKEI", SINÄ SANOT
Armor for Sleep - Remember to feel real

2) KUINKA KUVAILISIT ITSEÄSI?
The Beautiful Mistake - For a friend

3) MISTÄ SINÄ PIDÄT MIEHESSÄ/NAISESSA?
The All-American Rejects - Another heart calls

4) KUINKA VOIT TÄNÄÄN?
Hawthorne Heights - Screenwriting an apology

5) MIKÄ ON ELÄMÄSI TARKOITUS?
The All-American Rejects - Mona Lisa (when the world comes down)

6) MIKÄ ON MOTTOSI?
So They Say - In essence we are falling

7) MITÄ YSTÄVÄSI AJATTELEVAT SINUSTA?
Panic! At The Disco - Lying is the most fun girl can have without taking her clothes off

8) MITÄ VANHEMPASI AJATTELEVAT SINUSTA?
Mayday Parade - Black cat

9) MITÄ SINÄ AJATTELET USEIN?
Hawthorne Heights - Four become one

10) PALJON ON 2+2?
So They Say - A beautiful plan

11) MITÄ AJATTELET PARHAASTA YSTÄVÄSTÄSI?
Brand New - Failure by design
..aika kylmää. :D

12) MIKÄ ON SINUN ELÄMÄNTARINASI?
Hidden In Plain View - Garden statement

13) MIKÄ SINÄ HALUAT OLLA KUN KASVAT ISOKSI?
Matchbook Romance - Stay tonight

14) MITÄ AJATTELET KUN NÄET IHASTUKSESI?
Armor for Sleep - The end of a fraud

15) MITÄ TANSSIT HÄISSÄSI?
Senses Fail - Sick or sane (fifty for a twenty)
Hmm.. Am I little sick or little sane, 'cos I feel little sick?

16) MITÄ SOITETAAN SINUN HAUTAJAISISSA?
Hawthorne Heights - Until the judgement day

17) MIKÄ ON SINUN HARRASTUKSESI/KIINNOSTUKSEN KOHTEESI?
Matchbook Romance - Singing bridges (we all fall)

18) MIKÄ ON SUURIN PELKOSI?
Story of the Year - Taste the poison

19) MIKÄ ON SUURIN SALAISUUTESI?
Taking Back Sunday - Timberwolves at New Jersey

20) MITÄ HALUAT JUURI NYT?
Armor for Sleep - Chameleons
..jep, niitten nettisivuilla oli linkki mist tän sai ladata. :o

21) MITÄ AJATTELET YSTÄVISTÄSI?
Dashboard Confessional - Currents

22) MINKÄ NIMISENÄ JULKAISET TÄMÄN?
Armor for Sleep - A quick little flight