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F*cking money. Hopefully Veri will send me the money for the Norther album soon. At this moment 10 Euros is way too much for me to cope without. Or then if mum can send me something when she gets back home.. I will see.. If I just leave out the gig on Tuesday, I will be able to pay all the stuff on Sunday.. I actually hate the fact that lately I haven't been able to count how much I can spend and how much has to stay left. But- I have to ask Lea to check what time the gig at Sputnik really begins, because if it starts at eleven, there's no point of going there at all, when the last bus leaves at 23:10.. I will see. And I hate saying 'I will see'. I can't really count on money from MS, because it will be some 6e, if it was all during last month, which I'm not even sure about.. Sh*t.

Edit: Yeah, I'm getting some 3e for November. Even though I should get all the 6, because all the 4 articles were written in November. But since they were corrected A WEEK after they were submitted, they'll probably be counted as December. By the way- what's the f*cking point of publishing a NEWS article a WEEK after it was submitted?!?!?!?!

Yeah, I'm still waiting for the decision.. Is there any point for me of staying there? My nerves are worth more than 6e. The hell they ARE!! When I consider how much my nerves have been on the run only for the articles during November.. I just get pissed off even more.. Actually anytime I start thinking about MS I get pissed off. And that should mean anything..
So I guess I'm leaving after the report from HIM at Helldone. If they really say no in the end, I'm quitting right away.. And I'm not sure what I should ask Valo for- so that they want it and I get some money from it, or so that they simply say no and make it easier for me?
A considerable reason to stay are the tours in the spring. I really want to let people know about them and this is a good way, since it's an official website. But there's again this BUT- is there any point of staying because of this when I know that the boss doesn't want them? (at this point I'm forcing myself not to start swearing about the idiotic leadership again..) Seriously, with this the whole redaction team lost all the credits for me.

No, I won't talk about these things. Not now. Good night.

Edit/next day: Why do I even care?