IRC-Galleria

I'm trying. I'm REALLY trying. But, hell, I just won't make it up, blah! I love the album, but I just won't make up a way how to put it down.. :-( I promised to send it during Friday. It's Monday evening and I have a half of the introduction. Maybe not even that. I guess this is not work for me. Not only for suffering from writer's block, there are plenty of reasons why this is not work for me, but I just don't have the courage to leave it. It just sounds so good that I write for the most prestigeous music website in the Czech rep. (not regarding the fact that I don't like the work and the leadership is a bunch of idiots) and there're not many occasions to do something like that.. I'm a spineless bitch.
Is it really a Scorpio thing that I seem to enjoy being behind and only to prepare the ground for someone else to show off? Or is it just a temporary defensive state of mind to prevent jealousy? I've always seemed to be a pure Scorpio and have been proud of that, but this doesn't really sound alike.. I guess, B is right. I will get out of that eventually. I guess..