IRC-Galleria

From the womb I grew light was something for me so new
Never did I believe that something else than poison I would spew
Yet then it came, like a freezing wind from the moors with its enchanting scent
An angel of doom with carnage in mind, anything but from heaven sent
It took my hand and lend me it's strength and wings to take on the forbidden land
The claws that grew from my fingers were like nothing you have seen
From the deepest abyss in the forgotten ocean they were forlorn, never to return to the sea
The wings on my back were stolen from Gabriel himself, the messenger of God
To me this was all so obscure and unseen, yet nothing of this seemed odd
As the angel slowly faded away into the dark forest it whispered to me
"Close your eyes and you will see what you can truly be.."
I did what I was told and let everything go and sank deep into my dream
The beauty of mayhem bewildered my mind, all I could hear were the Sirens' scream
As I awoke to the new world it would seem that time had passed with utmost speed
New cultures and species all around, for the vultures to feed upon the new creed
Redemption in my heart and revenge on my mind I went to look for what I could not find
Before my time it was so clear to me yet after my sleep it all became so obscene
This gift wasn't a blessing from above, it wasn't a deliverance of love
It was the gift of revolution of this new world, a chance to make it right
Right in the mind of the wicked, so wrong in the mind of the ignorant
The time has come to step up, and change the way the planet revolves
Make a difference, make a change, to the sickness called mankind erase
Hail the revolution of the incarnation, I am your awaited Messiah
The Antichrist of you're least wanted desire
Apocalypse to man I bring, let the pendulum swing and the agony begin

Without my wings I'm so helpless
But still you won't help me flee
Without guidance I'm your weakness
Yet you won't give me strength

Give me death and pleasure
Throw me into the cage
Feed me with your rage
Chain me to the wall
Watch me make it fall

Feed my pain, no where to remain sane
These wounds they will not heal
Feel the pain, as I go insane
These wounds will never heal

As the light is getting closer
I can feel my life exposed to the cold
Never even got to grow old in this hole
Too late now with my head on a pole

Yet then with your embrace you came
Like a ghost from a pictures frame
And with the most soothing kiss
You gave me a chance I couldn't miss

With my renewed wings I feel free
No longer do I wish to flee
With your guidance I found strength
No longer am I the weakness

Give me life and treasure
Take me from this cage
Banish your hateful rage
Unchain me from this fall
Let me crawl up your wall

Feed my pain, no where to remain sane
These wounds they seem to heal
Feel my pain, as I go insane
These wounds already healed

Through my skin you can see the desire you've always wanted
See even deeper and through my flesh you will be enchanted
Incarnated in my body is the power of evil deeds
Now come and reap what has grown from your seeds
My body became the temple, and you became the God
Your influence has made me perfect, taken away the flaws
Not plagued anymore by the imperfection of man so lone
Never again shall I bow nor look up to those below
Reflections through my eyes will reveal what I've come to sow
I am what you wanted me to be, what you made me
Praised and blessed, tormented and possessed
I am all I am none, what once was me is now gone
You have to see through me to see what I really can be
The temple, the God, the prayer and the hand
All that caress this perfectly disfigured land
Bridges will be built between truth and guilt
And all shall know the venom you've spilled
Those common to the truth rise high
Spread the world and vanquish the lies
With violence, we reign
In fear, they forfeit

The blood of Virgin Mary is all I crave
Dripping in the sanctum of my slaves
Cruicified whores and headless nuns
Scream as I aim with my 9mm gun
Empty voices is what I hear
Darkened lips and salty tears
Terror and torture is what I bring
Love to hear the Sirens sing
Gargoyles slowly flying by
Picking the souls of those who died
In Hell they will end up and in agony burn
Underground in their graves they turn
Bloody walls and blood shot eyes
There's no denying they all tell lies
For you now the church bell tolls
When for justice your head rolls

Jag kan inte tolerera mera av detta skit
Hjälper inte ens att dränka det med sprit
Hopplösa mänskor som förvirrar ens tankar
Löjliga påhitt som gör en jävligt förbannad
Lever livet likt en lek där inte fler kan spela med
Kvarblir då de givmildaste som om inget skett
Ensamma i mörkret som ni aldrig sett
Otacksamma jävlar som inget förstår
Fastän man på deras dörrar slår
Visa lite tacksamhet före jag går riktigt het
Tro inte jag kommer tolerera mera bitterhet
Fast spikad i golvet utan en hjälpande hand
Ute i öppna oceanen långt ifrån torra land
Tro inte ni kommer se mig som mig själv mer
Jag kommer byta mask till en som passar sådana som er
Det har nu blivit min tur att förstöra
Att er glädje nu till intet förgöra

They shove you their lies and make you believe
That your nothing but a masked guest that gotta leave
They drench you in their deceit and from that we now seek release

Stand up and let them know
Let them know where the fucking line goes
Recycle your emotions, it's nothing that you need now
You dared to cross it now this is how it will end
The shit hit the fan

Change your mind like heaven changes color by each hour of day
Tell me to wait and leave me out in the cold, I never walked away
Still I'm here, waiting in the rain as joy turns to pain
Hope you're happy now with what you've accomplished
It was my world that was demolished

All I ever did was for the good of us all
Tried to help so you wouldn't fall
Guess you couldn't see through the lies that you, yourself made up
Well I just want you to know that this was it
Ain't got time for more of your shit

Gonna live my life and give my allegiance to only the chosen few
These trained eyes have learned to see through
Doubt has grown strong in my own mind
Trust for you is no where to be found

How could you think I you could use me, hold your grasp around me
I'm not your fucking toy
Inside even I have got a heart, that you now tore apart!
I'm still just a little boy!

Hope you're satisfied with your actions
I surely will show my reflection and let you know
That you're the trash that's getting thrown
This could have ended another way
But you chose to disobey

What the reflection dare not show
Is the denial and anger that grows
Inside my mind so flawed I seek the truth
But can't but fail to see through the lies you spew
Araise anew the senses so few
That once were held in my chained heart
Crumble the pillar the keeps me up
Shackle me to the ground, don't ever let me stand again
Take away from me what I sought to believe in
Give me nothing back in return of the hours of vanity
Slash away at my flesh to reveal the wicked sanity humanity proclaim
One day it will be the reason for this fall
Are you ready to run, flee from the inevitable oblivion that awaits
Never wanted this to be, inside the character of me
Always thought my mind held the cure for this end so impure
But just as a window is covered by the curtain
So were my eyes from the truth
Seems we were born to be this way, to cause or own demise
To ignorantly play the game, arrogantly live in shame

As I blast my way through time and space
I see no trace of the human race
Have I lost my way? Have I gone astray?
The only light I see is Alpha Centauri
No sign of my own galaxy

Oh how I wish to see you again, dear Terra
Walk on your soil again, inhale your air so fresh
Last time I saw you was at the beginning of the human era
When animals and insects gave way to our flesh

The stars undergo vast changes as I fly by
The time runs faster where I have arrived
Still no trace of where to find you, dear old Terra

I have looked around all space but nothing's there
Where should I go from here? Am I lost in time?
Where is my home, where is the love of mine?

Oh how I wish to see you again, dear Terra
Walk on your soil again, inhale your air so fresh
Last time I saw you was at the beginning of the human era
When animals and insects gave way to our flesh

As I travel here all alone, sitting on my rusty throne
I'm running out of fuel, I'm running out of food
Decades have passed, I don't think I will last much longer
All I can hope for now is that my ship will crash
And melt in your stratosphere, unite with your mass
Become one with you, my only and long lost love

Oh how I wish to see you again, dear Terra
Walk on your soil again, inhale your air so fresh
Last time I saw you was at the beginning of the human era
When animals and insects gave way to our flesh

Mirrorized thoughts
Mind full of flaws
Sanity reincarnated
Deep inside my heart
Between the void and hate
Tore it all apart
To make room for insanity
Redemption and revenge
Hand in hand they dwell
Inside my soul's shell
Love was vanity
That couldn't fill the void
Yet it lingers there still
Like of it's own will
Colors my blood red
And fills my empty veins
Someday these stains
Won't be monochromatic
A chance is what it needs
To forever my heart feed
Trash the lies and deceit
Take away the agony
Leave me joy, no misery
Let the blackened sun shine
Upon the body and mind of mine

Pour it, pour it down the drain
Watch it, watch it slowly fade
Take it, take it all away
Leave me, leave me with nothing to say
Show me, show me what you got
Plan, plan the cruel plot
Jump, jump down the drain
Make yourself slowly fade
Memories, memories flowing away
Nothing, nothing you say
Everything, everything you play
Shone, shone like a star
That is what you are
Seize, seize the moment
Relive, relive the torment
Feel it, feel it slip away
Life, life dripping down the drain
Crimson, crimson shaded rain
Void, void of happiness
Full, full of emptiness
Sanity, sanity slipped your mind
Insanity, insanity is what I find
So hard to forgive and forget
Cut, cut it deeper in me
Allow, allow yourself to be
What, what you really are
Crippled, crippled from all the scars
You, you are the brightest star of them all
Light, light in the heart of mine
Darkness, darkness in the mind of thine
The blossoming flower in the soil of my void soul