IRC-Galleria

As night descended over my burdened shoulders
Nothing could ever save this shapeless soul of mine
The blood in my veins, the marrow in my bones no more smolder
Never more to see life, never more to be thine

Sinful thoughts craving for misery
Agonizing memories longing for return
As the wind licks my skin, as the poison flows within
I know this time has come to an end

Lost in the void, caught inside the storm
Sinking deeper into misery
Please leave me a blade to cut through my veins
Let me dye my skin so red so red

As the bells toll chills run down my spine
As death embraces me I know I'm all out of time
Abundance of grief and too little joy
Was all that killed this fucked up little boy

Wish you could see me now, wish you could be me now
Feel me die, hear me cry and whisper one more swift lie
That would come to echo through time and space
Forever more tainting the blood of the saint
Oh my soul now take and forever make me burn
Let sorrow sing in my ears as my heart for blood will yearn
For this one true time, all that once was before me is now left behind

Isn't it hard, to live and let others fall?
Depressing, compressing, hiding your feelings
Some day it will all shine through
Some day it will all shine through and that day we'll both be through!

You never let me watch you die
Always kept me under your spell with your sweet lies
For days of pain, weeks of agony
I've spent months living in misery!

Let the pendulum swing but don't let it hit you in the back!
Let loose the hounds and watch them attack
Let the pendulum swing, swing!

The path can't turn around
You won't get back from the dead
The reaper is counting your days
Laughing at your attempts to make things right
Well the wrongs can turn right when you've lost the fight!

Let the pendulum swing but don't let it hit you in the back!
Let go of your soul, your time has come there's no turning back!
Let the pendulum swing, swing, swing!

Craving, crying, dying
All of you is fading
With the light of your life dimming out
No one's here to hear you shout!

Forgiving and trusting was never my strong side
Won't look at you no more with eyes so blind
This time your time is up
Oh it sure is up, up
Never coming back down!

Let the pendulum swing but don't let it hit you in the back!
Let go of your life, it's for you the bells toll, it's your funeral can't fight back!
Let the pendulum swing!

In this mist of ignorance loneliness creeps closer
All what we're unaware of haunt your mind
Drags you down, makes you drown
Reality fades from the frame
Leaving the canvass so empty, so pale
In crawls the pictures of shame
So painful and so stale

Cleanse your mind of the bitter thoughts
Drink the poison, swallow the pill
Anything but reality makes you so ill
I'm so sick sick sick of all that clouds my mind
Please reach out your hand, on my own I can't find
The pieces that are missing, all just so dizzy

Consciousness is a bitch that never bit me
Always was so cold like the wintry breeze
Yet you infiltrated my mind, pierced my heart
Stole my soul and took control
Of all that I ever was and never will be
The wintry breeze turned to stone
Now here I sit all alone

Cleanse your mind of the bitter thoughts
Drink the poison, swallow the pill
Anything but reality makes you so ill
I'm so sick sick sick of all that clouds my mind
Please reach out your hand, on my own I can't find
The pieces that are missing, all just so dizzy

So if you see me won't you stop and say good bye
This is the last day of my life, no more will I be around
Blame my mind, blame my heart for beating
Trapped in this cage without a door
Only release for my mind, for my heart, for my soul
Is to blow my brains all over the floor

Hope left this cursed body
Insanity embodied this feeble mind
The crimson stream turned black
Vanity filled my aching bone marrow
Not even the sun would shine on my back
I knew there was no more tomorrow for me

A void infiltrated my heart and replaced my soul
Pierced right through me and made me whole
What little feelings I once bared now swept away
With the wind blew every bit of salvation away

Only misery filled my eyes
Agony made my heart beat
My tongue only spit forth lies
My hands only made me cheat
Couldn't look you in the eye
Something still inside prevents me
From hurting you in any way

I feel so sick, so sick and stranded
All alone on this painful island of deserted hope
Felt like nothing could ever rid me of this void inside
Until the night you came to me, bottled and so fine

Like a son I now treat you
One with my soul, one with my heart
Like a lover I now need you
Nothing can tear us apart
You filled the very void in me
I worship you, liquid satan

Every day in every way you clear my thoughts
There's nothing you can't cure
Every drop of you erases my memories
The memories of sorrow now so far gone
No more flaws do I see, all I see is beauty in thee
Oh please don't ever stop, don't tell me it's the last drop

Like a daughter I now treat you
You fill every chamber of my heart
Like a mother I now need you
You pierce my mind like a dart
You filled every vein in my body
I love you, liquid satan

As years go by you lose more and more of your glory
I smash all these bottles and now seek release, I'm so sorry
Never thought I'd step down so low, why won't you just go
This body can't take more of this poison
I'm so sorry but there is no other option
It's either you or me, one of us will be buried

Like an enemy I now loathe you
You stabbed me in my heart, tore it apart
Like a nemesis I now kill you
Pour every last drop into the river so blue
You won't affect me any more, ever
I hate you, liquid satan

Med en väska fylld med alkoholhaltig väska vi tar oss fram ikväll
Med en promille halt på tre i blodet ligger vi redan långt under bordet
Inga bekymmer vi bära med oss idag, allt vi vill är supa och vara glad
Vi njuter av livets fyra goda ting, drinking, smoking, fucking and dancing
Alla bekymmer vi skjuter upp till morgondagen, då vi i sängen ligga för att det vänder sig i magen

En skål för dig, en skål för mig, en skål för alla flaskor som idag vi skall tömma
En sup för mig, en sup för dig, en sup för att alla våra minnen förglömma
Solen den sjunker och promillen de stiger, männen bugar och kvinnorna niger
Barnen sover och djuren de lider av festandets ändlösa timmar

Buskarna är våta av all urin och flickorna kåta som inburade svin
Korkar ligger här o där, vinden tar tag i tobaksröken och den långt härifrån bär
Nu vi sjunga och alla munnar le, midnattens timma slår och alla vill ha mer
Första mannen slocknat har, hans kläder nu de andra tar
Ritar honom full med skit och skrattar åt morgondagens tvättande och slit
Inget bekymmer så långt ögat kan nå, så mycket alkohol en mänska bara kan be om att få

In circles we walk, along the crowded road yet no one talk
Staring blindly to the horizon awaiting our salvation
Step after step, moment after moment
We still believe we will be saved from this torment
But can't you see the end won't come if you're not ready to go

We raise our hands to cover our children's eyes
Trying to shield them from the lies we know they tell
Yet in the end they will learn to peek around the curtain
Unknowing they never will have their retribution

I can't tell you where to look
Can't tell you where to go
Just hope they won't catch you on their hook
But it's so hard to know where not to go

Put yourself in our shoes and you'd know
Just how far we are from the noose
At least we haven't got anything more to lose
Try looking through our eyes too see all your lies
So clear they are when you've dealt with them your whole life

Clean up your own mess, we can't take more distress
The cracks in your floor will bring you down to your knees soon enough
Then not even your money can save you, we won't swallow any more bluffs
Put out the fire that burn inside your greedy heart before it tears the world apart

Inte en enda stjärna på himlen lysa mera
Alla har dränkts av tårar likt lera
Största solen av dom alla, våran egen sol
Har lagt sig för all tid bakom våran nordpol
Ljusets tid är över, mörkrets tid har kommit
Ingen växt nu mera växa
Inget hav nu mera värmas
Dock blodet nu rinna mera och mera
Mellan rötter och lera

Aldrig mera behöva vi lida
Av skallet från kyrkoklockans vibrerande klang
Aldrig mera behöva vi syna
Kristna korsets skugga förnedra vår jord

Regnet forsar i mörka höst natten
Vi smyga oss fram tyst likt katten
Synar skamfyllda byn av kristna
Flår dem och skickar dem hem i en kista
Tiden är inne för trollens timma!

Aldrig mera behöva vi lida
Av böner och gudstjänster och annat trams
Aldrig mera behöva vi syna
Kristna korsets skugga förnedra vår jord

Dagar går, kristna förgår
Månader går, världen förgår
Inte ett liv så långt ögat når
Trollens ljuva hämd har kommit och gått
Nu leva vi fria likt fisken i havet
När vi kristna till helvetet skickat

Hat var vår föda denna dystra tid
Ingenstans fick sinnet någon frid
Alla dessa känslor kom som en storm
Begravde mig under någonting enormt
Jag kvävs utan dig och din närhet
Jag drunkar utan dig och din kärlek
Allt jag kan ge dig är ett simpelt löfte
Om att du är min förste och siste

Kan inte förklara varför jag känner som jag gör
Kan int förstå varför jag utan dig bara dör
När du själv är den som givit mig liv och ljus

Ej lysa himlens stjärnor eller solens sken
Lika starkt i mörknet som ditt ansikte när du ler
Dina djupa vackra ögon, likt bottenlösa brunnar
Varje gång jag ser dig mitt sinne du lugnar
Ditt hår likt havets mörkaste is
Din doft lik vinterns ljuvaste bris

Jag kan höra ditt hjärta slå
Jag kan se dig emot mig gå
Men aldrig kan jag detta förstå
Att jag aldrig ditt hjärta kommer nå

"Inspiration is what feeds us, what keeps us creating new things to take on the future disasters that the world brings!"
"So what you're telling me is that the future brings disaster?"
"Well that's not for sure, but eventually there will be something we will encounter that would be hazardous to our world!"
"If that's so, I fear the future is already at hand.."

Death and revelation
A wise man's creation
The only thought he had
Was to see mankind dead!

They say we built this world
Yet nature did all the work
Out of the hands of God
Came something very odd
The destruction of our Earth
It was humanity's birth!

With our hands we built
Yet all we touch turns to filth
The world is dying here
Still you don't understand that we are the reason for all of this!

Mankind was the solution
But with our ignorance we became the polution
What you see before your eyes
Is a world falling because of all the lies!

Greed and selfishness
Is what made this mess
Now we are crying in fear
Because of our world's defeat!

Your empty words can't save anything
Yet you feel sorry for everything
Stop trying to make things right
We lost without a fight!

Mankinds desire to polute every mind is the reason we slay our own kind
Why they can't take each other out without affecting the surroundings is a mystery to me
Yet somehow I feel this is the way it's supposed to be

Again you talk with a split tongue
Saying the world is soon to be gone
If we don't take each other's hands
And stop ravaging our lands
You are so blind you can't see
That all is already lost eternally!

Now when humanity's gone
I can feel the peace for so long
As God is crying dry tears
I know he will be the last kill!

"I don't think God ever wanted this to happen, I think he made a too good a replica of himself, without the flaws he himself carries."