life is a strange thing...all the feeling you have...to think of them...i feel that it's just too hard to explain them...well some of them...hatred is easy...at the moment i feel hatred towards couple of persons, because of their actions in recent history...but everything else...to care about certain people...what to feel towards them...well...friendship is too light to describe it...but that creates problems in feelings...i feel happy to be even close to either one of them...like everything else in the whole world disappeares...anger, sorrow,depression...all of those vanish in the moment when i am with those persons...oh well...i guess time will show how thing will end up...if everything doesn't end before I can reach to that moment of answers and decisions...