IRC-Galleria

in the eyes of a broken man/
you see no color nor sense/
the mind of a broken man/
stands alone without defense/

now or never/
pull the lever, and wherever you want we'll hide forever/
fever, fever/
hot and cold, they both are running, running together/
I have never/
never ever in my life really been so violent/
It is over/
over, turn off the power 'cause I see the serpent/

I can see the serpent/
in my eyes/
in the eyes of a broken man/

IN THE EYES OF A BROKEN MAN/
YOU SEE NO COLOR NOR SENSE/
THE MIND OF A BROKEN MAN/
STANDS ALONE WITHOUT DEFENSE/

this is hell/
now tell me how to deeply dwell in hypocrisy/
I fell, fell, fell/
down in to a dell, as I ended my democracy/
in a shell/
I cower alone, I watch my bell ring, I'm late again/
now farewell/
and the time for that will be exactly when/

I can see the time/
in your eyes/
in the eyes of a broken man/


IN THE EYES OF A BROKEN MAN/
YOU SEE NO COLOR NOR SENSE/
THE MIND OF A BROKEN MAN/
STANDS ALONE WITHOUT DEFENSE/

IN THE EYES OF A BROKEN MAN/
YOU SEE NO COLOR NOR SENSE/
THE MIND OF A BROKEN MAN/
STANDS ALONE WITHOUT DEFENSE/

:jjon

You're messing with my mind/
this isn't the first time/
Please come, come try again/
come try and we'll see then/
once I felt that I'm gonna die/
but now, I'm not gonna even cry/
your pathetic acts made me sad/
but I'm not missing anything we had/

not a single moment with you!/

YOU HURT ME SO MANY TIMES/
YOU HURT ME WITH YOUR FUCKED UP LIES/
I LOVED YOU AND I REACHED UP TO THE SKY/
BUT ALL FOR NOTHING, I FELL DOWN FROM TOO HIGH/
YOU HAD THE STRINGS AND I WAS THE MARIONETTE/
YOU PULLED THE STRINGS AND I'LL NEVER FORGET/
WHAT YOU MADE ME TO DO, YOU MADE ME TO LOVE YOU/
BUT HAHA YOU FOOL, IT'S OVER SO FUCK YOU/

once I thought, I won't let you go/
now I say get the fuck outta here, ho'/
can't ya see I'm not that weak/
I realized, you're not what I seek/
you know that you're a bitch/
just a nasty lil' itch/
but hey! I have a cure for you/
put that rope around your neck and let go/

let go right now!

YOU HURT ME SO MANY TIMES/
YOU HURT ME WITH YOUR FUCKED UP LIES/
I LOVED YOU AND I REACHED UP TO THE SKY/
BUT ALL FOR NOTHING, I FELL DOWN FROM TOO HIGH/
YOU HAD THE STRINGS AND I WAS THE MARIONETTE/
YOU PULLED THE STRINGS AND I'LL NEVER FORGET/
WHAT YOU MADE ME TO DO, YOU MADE ME TO LOVE YOU/
BUT HAHA YOU FOOL, IT'S OVER SO FUCK YOU/

it's your time to pay/
you're not here to stay/
you're gonna fade away someday/
please do it fast, it's the only way/

the only way for you/

I'LL HURT YOU SO MANY TIMES/
HURT YOU WITH YOUR FUCKED UP LIES/
I LOVED YOU AND I REACHED UP TO THE SKY/
BUT GUESS WHAT? I WAS NEVER THAT HIGH!/
NOW I HAVE THE STRINGS AND YOU'RE THE MARIONETTE/
I'LL PULL THE STRINGS AND YOU'LL NEVER FORGET/
WHAT I'LL MAKE YOU TO DO, NO SYMPATHY FOR YOU/
IT'S GONNA LAST FOREVER SO FUCK YOU/

(Mika Perttula & Joni Salomaa)

Tiedättehän niitä sellasia "uudenaikaisia" hyttystenkarkottimia, niitä sellaisia torvenmuotoisia
krääsätuotteeksi kutsuttuja kyhelmiä? Niitä jotka toimivat sillä periaatteella, että kun hyttynen lentää
torven sisälle, torvi vahvistaa tämän ininän, jolloin kyseinen verenimijä säikähtää ja lentää kauas pois.
Näitä laitteita on pidetty täysin vitsinä, turhana ja rihkamana. Kuitenkin joillakin ihmisillä on pihoissaan
näitä hassunnäköisiä esineitä. Luultavasti koristeena.
"Eiväthän ne oikeasti toimi" moni tuumii. Ja onhan se todella epätodennäköistä että hyttynen, ottaen huomioon
että sillä on koko iso piha tutkittavanaan, lentäisi juuri tuohon suuhtelliseen pieneen torveen. Ja jos lentäisi,
kuinka epätodennäköistä on, että hyttynen säikähtäisi omaa ininäänsä vaikka se kuinka vahvistettuna kuuluisikin?
Niin. Todella epätodennäköistä. Erittäin epätodennäköistä, kyllä.
Kaikista pihan mahdollisista laskeutumispaikoista, laskeuduin juuri tälläiseen torveen. Säikähdin.
Nyt nolottaa. Perkele.

nojoo, raakaversio vasta. vielä pientä viilausta + masterointi, och de e de!!!!!!!

ps. se jopa kuulostaa joltaki

No more!/
no more lies!/
when you are around, our dignity dies/

No more!/
no more lies/
I won't let you throw the dice/

you've done enough/
for one wretched soul/
you've done too much/
to obtain your vile goal/

WE FORGET YOUR NAME, WE FORGET THE PAST/
WE FEEL NO SHAME, THOUGH WE MOVE ON FAST/
YOU ARE WEAK AND LAME, SO NATURALLY YOU'RE LAST/
YES, WE ARE TO BLAME, FOR YOU ARE THE ONE WE CAST/
AWAY!!!!!!!!!!/

no more tricks and no more games/
no more bricks on us as weights/
We won't take anymore/
anymore from you, you whore!/

what else would you expect to see/
fairies, love? All your fantasies?/
eyes wide open or eyes tight shut/
anything goes: you're still a slut/

you've done enough/
for one wretched soul/
you've done too much/
to obtain your vile goal/

WE FORGET YOUR NAME, WE FORGET THE PAST/
WE FEEL NO SHAME, THOUGH WE MOVE ON FAST/
YOU ARE WEAK AND LAME, SO NATURALLY YOU'RE LAST/
YES, WE ARE TO BLAME, FOR YOU ARE THE ONE WE CAST/
AWAY!!!!!!!!!!/

Violence, pain, nuclear warfare/
chaos, riot, this is battlefield/
can you stand it?/


WE FORGET YOUR NAME, WE FORGET THE PAST/
WE FEEL NO SHAME, THOUGH WE MOVE ON FAST/
YOU ARE WEAK AND LAME, SO NATURALLY YOU'RE LAST/
YES, WE ARE TO BLAME, FOR YOU ARE THE ONE WE CAST/
AWAY!!!!!!!!!!/

meid pai: Joni Salomaa

(Ps. Anteeksi angstaus ja tarpeellinen kiroilu :D)

I remember the first day/
everything was different/
I barely knew you at all/
but when I look back, it was better that way/

the seventh day/
I miss the most/
the memory, now it seems/
is haunting me, like a ghost/

I can't help myself at all/
I take cover, and I build a wall/
Please forgive my heaviest sin/
forget my past and let me in/

AND I/
PUSH THE MEMORY ASIDE/
I STRAY AWAY AND/
TRY TO HIDE FROM YOU/
BUT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO/
NOTHING.. JUST NOTHING/

You're not welcome here/
though I want you to stay/
I browse the dreams where you are with me/
I writhe in fear/

as you live in the now/
I live my life in the past/
please teach me the way to be/
to breathe, to live somehow/

I can't help myself at all/
I take cover, and I build a wall/
Please forgive my heaviest sin/
forget my past and let me in/

AND I/
PUSH THE MEMORY ASIDE/
I STRAY AWAY AND/
TRY TO HIDE FROM YOU/
BUT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO/
NOTHING.. JUST NOTHING/

Meid pai: Joni Salomaa

joo joo, on angstkyynelnyyhviil -sanotukset, mut ei se mtn, niin on se biisiki 8)

why can't you be honest with me?/
Did you really think that I wouldn't see?/
reveal your secrets, tell me why and how/
or kick the chair under me now!/

I just need a reason/
and I'll change the season!/

YOU HAVE THE KEY TO THE DOOR IN ME/
YOU USED IT WRONG, SO I WROTE THIS SONG/

NOW THE DOOR IS OPEN, SO ARE MY EYES/
I KNOW YOU WELL AND YOU NEVER TOLD LIES/

I WANNA CLOSE THE DOOR, I DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR/
'CAUSE YOU'LL JUST COME BACK TO MY LIFE/
I JUST WANNA STAB YOU WITH A KNIFE!!!!!/

so you played your lil' games/
now you enjoy and laugh at my face/
you're moving on, you're standing tall/
watch out, I'll make you crawl!/

please give me the reason/
to change the season!/

YOU HAVE THE KEY TO THE DOOR IN ME/
YOU USED IT WRONG, SO I WROTE THIS SONG/

NOW THE DOOR IS OPEN, SO ARE MY EYES/
I KNOW YOU WELL AND YOU NEVER TOLD LIES/

I WANNA CLOSE THE DOOR, I DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR/
'CAUSE YOU'LL JUST COME BACK TO MY LIFE/
I JUST WANNA STAB YOU WITH A KNIFE!!!!!/

empty words/
with no point/
our worlds/
will never join/
may I one day/
find peace/
stop walking astray/
and end this decease/

and with no reason/
I changed the season/

YOU HAVE THE KEY TO THE DOOR IN ME/
YOU USED IT WRONG, SO I WROTE THIS SONG/

NOW THE DOOR IS OPEN, SO ARE MY EYES/
I KNOW YOU WELL AND YOU NEVER TOLD LIES/

I WANNA CLOSE THE DOOR, I DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR/
'CAUSE YOU'LL JUST COME BACK TO MY LIFE/
I JUST WANNA STAB YOU WITH A KNIFE!!!!!/

the Forbidden Anthem - My Reality

Why should I trust in you?/
Give me a reason, and see what I'll do/
Blood stains on the floor/
the blood stains lead to a door/
Eventually, you'll writhe in pain/
so struggling is completely in vain/
C'mon I dare you open the door/
you'll see things you've never seen before/


AS NOTHING IS AS NOTHING SEEMS/
YOU FORCE ME TO KILL YOUR DREAMS/
PATHETIC, STUPID, IDIOT, BORE/
TO ME, YOU ARE NOTHING MORE/
I DO WHAT I WANT, IN MY REALITY/
MY REALITY, CALLED INSANITY/
WITH NO ANAESTHESIA, I'LL PUT YOU TO SLEEP/
WITHOUT A KNIFE, I'LL CUT YA DEEP/


Paranoia, running in your veins/
as panic attacks in your brain/
the floor is dirty, but so is my mind/
Your screaming makes you easy to find/
Now that you suffer eternally/
I may rest, finally/
But I can't stand still for too long/
'cause sooner or later, someone will come along!/


AS NOTHING IS AS NOTHING SEEMS/
YOU FORCE ME TO KILL YOUR DREAMS/
PATHETIC, STUPID, IDIOT, BORE/
TO ME, YOU ARE NOTHING MORE/
I DO WHAT I WANT, IN MY REALITY/
MY REALITY, CALLED INSANITY/
WITH NO ANAESTHESIA, I'LL PUT YOU TO SLEEP/
WITHOUT A KNIFE, I'LL CUT YA DEEP/

Herätyskello soi. Katsahdan kelloa, vaikka tiedän jo herätyskellon soimisesta johtuen tasan tarkkaan, että kello on 1. Nousen ja tartun housuihini, jotka makaavat tuolinkarmilla. Saatuani housut jalkaan nappaan kaapista mustan t-paidan päälleni. Nopea ja varovainen vilkaisu ulos ikkunasta kertoo minulle, että aurinko helottaa täydeltä terältä.
Hohhoijaa, ajattelen. Unirytmin kääntämisen jälkeen on nukahtaminen todella vaikeaa, heräämisestä puhumattakaan!
Menen kylpyhuoneeseen ja otan partakoneen kaapista. Se surahtaa käyntiin, ajan parransänkeni pois ja viimeistelen toimenpiteen partavedellä. Käteni eksyy kahteen pieneen, ja arpeutuneeseen jälkeen kaulallani. Otan peitepuikon, ja peitän arvet pois näkyvistä.

Keittiöön kävellessäni joudun kiertämään ikkunan kaukaa. Perille päästyäni katselen ympärilleni. Kamalan sotkuista, voisi siivotakin joskus. Kaikesta rojusta huolimatta kävelen jääkaapille ja potkaisen samalla muutaman kuivahtaneen rotan ruumin pois tieltäni, etteivät ne sentään ihan keskellä lattiaa loju. Avaan jääkaapin, nappaan verilättypaketin kouraani, ja vien lätyt mikroaaltouuniin. Odoteltuani puolitoista minuuttia, mikro vingahtaa, ja minä nappaan verilätyt suuhuni ahnaasti.
Syötyäni lätyt pikaisesti, riensin takaisin kylpyhuoneeseen ja riisuin housut ja t-paidan päältäni. Nappasin ylimmältä hyllyltä sinisen aurinkorasvapurkin ja aloin levittää sen sisältöä koko vartalooni. Nyt täytyi olla tarkkana. Joka ikinen milli ihosta täytyi peittää. Vaikka..
Eihän tämä siltikään välttämättä toimi. Oma hullu ideani, jonka jonakin yönä olin päähäni saanut. Vetäisin housut ja paidan takaisin päälleni, ja pujahdin takaisin makuuhuoneeseen. Siellä kiskoin jalkaani sukat, ja kaivoin kaapista pipon, ja t-paitani päälle kiskaisin vielä pitkähihaisen paidan. Lipaston laatikosta kaivan esille laskettelijoille tarkoitetut aurinkolasit, jotka taatusti eivät päästä aurinkoa silmiin. Menin peilin eteen ja katselen sen kautta vastaikkaisen seinän julistetta.
Marssiin suoraan ovelle, napaten matkalla kuitenkin naulakosta korkeakauluksisen, nilkkoihin asti ulottuvan kangastakin. Kengät vetäisin tottakai myös jalkaani. Avaan oman huoneistoni oven ja lähden laskeutumaan rappusia alas.

En ollut ennen huomannut kuinka pitkät rappuset olivatkaan ja kuinka kauan niiden laskeutuminen vei. Vaikka asuin vain kolmannessa kerroksessa, tuntui kuin olisin laskeutunut ainakin parikymmentä kerrosta. Mahassa pisteli, minua alkoi pelottaa ja jännittää. Vaikka olinkin vielä eilen herätyskelloa viritellessäni ollut asiasta aivan varma, katumus iski nyt päälleni. Mitä jos tämä ei toimi? Ja miksi toimisikaan. Enhän minä tätä onnistuakseni tee, jos olen itselleni rehellinen. Olen vain niin kyllästynyt tälläiseen sairaaseen elämään. Halusin niin sanotun elämäni loppuvan, siksi minä tähän itsemurhahankkeeseen lähdin. Mutta nyt kun sen hetki koittaa, enkö uskallakkaan tehdä sitä loppuun? Toisaalta, jos nyt jättäisin homman puolitiehen, olisin itsekäs. Moni muu joutuisi kärsimään koko elämänsä minun tavoin. Mitä jos tämä toimiikin? Kaikki minunlaisen nyt ja
tulevaisuudessa saisivat paremman elämän! Minun on pakko tehdä tämä.

Avasin ulko-oven. Vetäisin syvään henkeä. Astuin ulos auringonpaisteeseen. Siinä minä seisoin liikkumatta, tuskin hengitinkään.
Mietin että kohta jotain tapahtuu. Mutta mitään ei tapahtunut viiteen minuuttiin. Ei kymmeneen. Ei viiteentoista. Kaksikymmentä minuuttia paikallani seistyäni, tajusin että suunnitelmani toimi! Minua nauratti! En ollut tuntenut tällaista onnea kahteen vuoteen! Lähdin kävelemään eteenpäin, riisuin takkini ja pipon pois päältäni ja heitin ne roskakoriin. Olin vapaa liikkumaan myös päivällä!
Hyvästi yön pimeys, ja varjoissa lymyily.

Tästä alkaa uusi vallankumous.

the Forbidden Anthem - Cry to my shoulder (Joni Salomaa)


you just follow/
the general opinions/
I think that's hollow/

use your brain/
make your thoughts run/
like blood in veins/

does it always have to be/
what I say this way/
you take it that way/

and you always show/
that you're like nitroglyserine/
fucking ready to blow!!!/



WE ALL LIVE THE SAME LIVES/
WE JUST TELL DIFFERENT LIES/
WE ARE ALL THE SAME/
REGARDLESS OF OUR NAME/
WE ALL SHARE THE SAME PAST/
WE SHARE, 'CAUSE IT HAS GONE SO FAST/
COME HERE, YOU CAN CRY TO MY SHOULDER/
I KNOW THAT YOUR HEART IS GETTING COLDER/


why does it take so much to realize/
the more we provoke/
the more hate we rise/

crawl, crawl, on the floor/
you reject us all/
knock and someone might open the door/

you can lie to me/
but don't lie to yourself/
now decide, who you want to be/

I love you/
I hate you so/
I'm losing my mind, what should I do?/



WE ALL LIVE THE SAME LIVES/
WE JUST TELL DIFFERENT LIES/
WE ARE ALL THE SAME/
REGARDLESS OF OUR NAME/
WE ALL SHARE THE SAME PAST/
WE SHARE, 'CAUSE IT HAS GONE SO FAST/
COME HERE, YOU CAN CRY TO MY SHOULDER/
I KNOW THAT YOUR HEART IS GETTING COLDER/

so cry to my fucking shoulder, bitch!!/

---

the Forbidden Anthem - Anything (Joni Salomaa)


Outside the window there is cold, there is rain/
inside myself there is cold, there is pain/
I know that this sounds insane...../
but because of you, I feel shame/
there is one thing, I can't speak with pride/
I tried to escape, but had nowhere to hide/
it's not for me to decide.../
will we ever... walk side by side/


I'D DO ANYTHING/
JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE/
I'D DO EVERYTHING/
JUST TO SHARE MY TIME/
WITH YOU...../

I'D DO ALL I CAN/
YOU WON'T FALL/
FROM MY ARMS/

I'D DO EVERYTHING/
JUST TO HOLD YOUR HAND/
I'D DO ANYTHING/
TO GET A CHANCE TO STAND/
NEXT TO YOU.../

I'LL DO ALL I CAN/
AND MAYBE MY DREAM/
WILL COME TRUE/


here I stand, I stand alone/
forever stands for nothing, and nothing stands for home/
time stands still, it has that habit/
you're not here, and I can't stand it/

these thoughts burn a hole in my heart/
and my heart is tearing me apart/
I've always known that I wouldn't dare/
and now, what I've dreamt of, turned into a nightmare/


I'D DO ANYTHING/
JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE/
I'D DO EVERYTHING/
JUST TO SHARE MY TIME/
WITH YOU...../

I'D DO ALL I CAN/
YOU WON'T FALL/
FROM MY ARMS/

I'D DO EVERYTHING/
JUST TO HOLD YOUR HAND/
I'D DO ANYTHING/
TO GET A CHANCE TO STAND/
NEXT TO YOU.../

I'LL DO ALL I CAN/
AND MAYBE MY DREAM/
WILL COME TRUE/


I DID EVERYTHING/
BUT I MISSED YOUR SMILE/
I'D DO ANYTHING/
JUST TO TURN BACK TIME/

NOW I JUST DWELL IN SADNESS/
'CAUSE YOU FELL/
FROM MY ARMS/

I DID EVERYTHING/
JUST TO HOLD YOUR HAND/
AND I DID EVERYTHING/
TO GET A CHANCE TO STAND/
NEXT TO YOU.../

I'LL DO ALL I CAN/
AND MAYBE SOMEDAY.../
I WILL, I WILL FORGET ABOUT YOU/

---

the Forbidden Anthem - Throw it all away (Joni Salomaa)


you have the ball/
toss it where you want/
you have it all/
you can hide, you can hunt/
"this is my world/
you're just a part of it/
you belong with your herd/
and I'm tired of your shit"/
where-ever you go/
you always seem to know/
what is the best to do/
what is the best for you/
"this is my place/
you are my property/
show me your face/
haha, you belong to me"/

and now you throw it all away?/
tomorrow ain't no yesterday!/
and now you throw it all away, hey, hey, hey, heyhey!/


LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR/
LOOK AT YOURSELF INSTEAD OF THE OTHERS/
YOU REFUSE TO SEE, WHADDYA GET?/
YOU TURN INTO A FRICKING SILHOETTE/
LOOK AHEAD, TURN THE OTHER WAY/
TURN YOUR HEAD, WHADDYA SAY?/
CAN'T YOU SEE? HOW BLIND CAN YOU BE?/
NOW IT'S YOUR TURN AND YOU COWARDLY FLEE!!!/


shh..../
just take it easy.../
there are no worries..../
just take it easy, bitch!/
you're better be careful/
better watch out/
you're better be careful/
you're better shut your mouth/
center of the world, you selfish prick!/
now, believe my word/
you really make me sick!!!/


and now you throw it all away?/
tomorrow ain't no yesterday!/
and now you throw it all away, hey, hey, hey, heyhey!/


LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR/
LOOK AT YOURSELF INSTEAD OF THE OTHERS/
YOU REFUSE TO SEE, WHADDYA GET?/
YOU TURN INTO A FRICKING SILHOETTE/
LOOK AHEAD, TURN THE OTHER WAY/
TURN YOUR HEAD, WHADDYA SAY?/
CAN'T YOU SEE? HOW BLIND CAN YOU BE?/
NOW IT'S YOUR TURN AND YOU COWARDLY FLEE!!!/