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i dont like the new irc at all... and so i have moved onto face book.
you can friend me as Taryn Renee Baker.
i might still check eher every now and then... butu rarely
ok bye

what have they done!!!! now i have to get to know eveything all over again!!!!! FUCK U IRC!

omg it feels so good being home and seeing everyone.
i can believe how fast time is going though
i cant wait till mira and minnas b-day party.. i think it will be the first time i WANT to get drunk in along time, who knows... some lucky 16 yr old might get lucky X''''D
bring on the 60's.r
BTW
i'm loving my job, who would hav thought i would be so good with babies :D
2morrow i see maija, mert and mira... i dont know at what time i see each or if i see all at same time i just know i will see at some point of time cause i need to shop.... hooooo taryn has money and it feels sooooo goooood!!!

u know what... i love watching the snow....it reminds me of how i veiw myself.

ohhh i saw all my girls yesterday :D
its was soo good Mira nearly killed me she jumped on me so fast and hard. i didnt even know what to say to them i just wanted to stay cuddled up in the middle of them all it felt like a dream to be home, oh... i have never felt this good in my life EVER before... like.. belonging some where for once or finding ur missing puzzle part <3<3
i was reminded that yes.. oulu has bad shopping but who cares when it has people as beautiful as this <3
i see now why i keep comming back, its for these amazing people and country!
I love it here with Janne and Riitta, their both really nice and i really do love their daughter she is so beautiful and well behaved, i couldnt have asked for better people to live with.
me, capi and tiia are all going to the 24 hr comic at Muhos, i cant wait :D some bonding time with capi and tiia will be great cause we have been talking all year about it, god bless them capi and tiia spoke to me at least once a week while i was in Australia they really did help me keep strong, i love them both so much.
Ohhh actually i love you all... <3<3<3
there are still many people i havent seen yet, so many people who are so important, but i'm sure i will see sooner or latter, theer is no rush, i'm here forma very long time....


.......I'm finialy home...

IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE HOME!!!

so yeah went to a party last night that my gay uncel and his boyfriend threw for a gay frined of theres.. it as cool to start with. i felt like a fat bitch compared to all the skinny bitches because it was a 20th and all the girls there were like 16.. oh well.
but then.. TAYLA! AND HER SLUT MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER SHOWED UP!!! GAHHH!
and they glared daggers at me all night! it was so anoying. and my mum HATES them all with a passion stronger then my desire to get to finland! AND MY MUM SHOWED UP! i thought ohhh shit its gonna be on, but mum left like right away because she was just soo fucking pissed off. i ended up comming with her because i fely so uncomfortable there.
so we come home and my mum goes off like.. DAm
and today the day after she goes to have a go at Darren my uncel and Matt his boyfriend right and she starts off who invited those fucking fat sluts! they had an argument and then matt goes "well i have more important things to worry about Trudy, my mother died at the party last night!... but they managed to revive her... and my father asulted every one!"mum felt sorry for matt but not his mother cause she's an evil cow and so is his sister.
ohhh it has been on here this morning. more has happened but this key boared is giving me the shits cause the keys keep sticking...
lol th drama
see u all in 9 days <3

quite my job today.. it wa skinda say because there are soem people that i reeeeally care for and love... Christine nearly made me cry when i was syaing bye to her :')
only 10 days to go. i'm a horrible mix of excitment and utter panic... its hard to decide

Míra can laugh at this i think the most.

Me, Colleen and Calleb went to adelaide... caught the .. hmm 7pm bus and went there for the day. i brought.. the collest dresses know to man.

I cut all my hair off into a 1920's flappers bob with a fringe.. its so cute and hot at the same time!
COLLEEN DYED HER HAIR BLONDE! (she looka like a man D: )

calleeb did his red but just not as shocking as collens blonde hair.
it was funny because we found this REEEEALLY posh hair cutting place, like.. god it was cool place.
andywa.. colleen found it ad we go well.. go get ur hair done.. but she was too shy so they made me go first.. turns out they only had one booking left and i got it. Soooo then we had to find somewhere for colleen and Calleb. so found them this plave run by asians X''D they were so nice girls though. so they started getting their hair done.

i went back to mine.. and oh i felt liek the QUEEN! i had this HUGE black leather chair and they served my cups of tea and coffee and energy drinks and offered me little things o eat and they were so nice. Sophie Dyed my hair, she's from england it turns out and we just talked the whole time about travel and funny hings that happen and stuff and just gossip. and then Rick the other person cut my hair. .. he was soooo gay but really good looking and friendly and i wa stalking with him for hours too. well i as their last customer of the day and all and when i went to leave the mall... i had been LOCKED IN!
so i had to go all the way back and ask Sophie to let me out X''D
so i went looking for colleen and calleb because my australian phone has been cut off so i cant ring D:<

so i find calleb.. yep red hair.. yeah looks cool..
i see collen... WTF!!! PISS YELLOW HAIR! i nearly fell on the ground laughing my as off!!! all the while trying to tell her yeah it looks great PFFFT!

so yeah.. turns out theirs spoke to them in english and each other in their own language.. it was so funny because they said like... öhh u have lovely hair"and then look at each other and say something in their language while making a face. and so on and so on hhho it was so funny.
and we were going to the Pancake Kitchen for dinner. when we realised we only had 20mins to get to the bus!!! so we missed dinner D:<


but i hadnt brought my ticket yet! so w had to hurry and the bus depo was like.. far.. and i was in heels... so i ripped off my shoes and ran down the center of our capital city.. with no shoes on! got lost twice cause it was os dark and i couldnt see what i was looking for!!
got there with 2mins till the bus left! got my ticket.. yay... but was starving so went and brought cookies ad cakes and chips and FRRUUU Chocs to eat <3. lol

then the anouncer who tell when busses r there looks over his stand and says on the microphone "Byrne, Byrne and Baker the last bus to port Augusta is leaving"so liud the WHOLE building heard.. so then we ran onto the bus just in time almost left behind :'''''D
and for like 2 hours all we did is laugh and eat really loudly and kept the whole bus awake since it was like... hmmm 8pm and most people were trying to sleep on the long trip home.
then we all crached. we had the whole back of the bus to ourselves so we all had 2chairs each and then chairs for our things :D

i fell asleep in the weirdest place.. i was facing the back of my hair with my legs on the hair next to me with my chin pointed up on the chair.. my neck hurt when i woke up... AND i was wearing this short dress and my dress was up over my hips.. good thing i had stockings on.. bad thing my panties were BRIGHT ORANGE! LOL... Taryn FAAAIL!

and then i came home and passed out in my messy messy room <3

god it was sooo dramatic.. but i havent had that much fun since Mira was here last :''D

holy shit!
Thats like 16 days .... a little over 2 weeks .. 2 FUCKING WEEKS until come back to thailand
i dont know if I'm very excited ... or .. REALLY nervous.
there is still so much cleaning and packing to do ...
FUCK OMG i have so little time left!
I should start backing boxes!
deaaar fuck i only have so much time left Australia with my family before i go and see my Finnish family ...
ohhhh i think my brain is like .. over loaded: D


fuck... i just figured out how to turn all of irc into english 8D

In my head I repeat our conversations,
Over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations,
You know me, I love to lose my mind.
And everytime anybody speaks your name,
I still feel the same, I ache, I ache, I ache inside.