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man.... busy
HSM3 today
i have Jaana's 18th friday
minja's house warming friday
move to Maija's for the week end.
dude!

i'm not ovely keen on Miley cyrus... at all. she's a little.. slutish for a girl her age and all. and the video clip is... well not the clip but some of the faces she makes... are odd...
but... i really enjoy this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hr0Wv5DJhuk


also.. OMG this song talks to me baby XD i know some people who are this song soooo bad!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLOd-8_JyxY

stress...stressstressstress....stress..stress-stress....stresssssssssssssss
i'm stressed out :D
i have so much shit runing through my brain i think i might exsplode one huge KABOOM!
too many choices too may dramas, too many things in my head, i dont know if i'm coming or going if i'm up or down. i dont know what i want any more.... i have too many self issues, i have too many issues with people, i have to many issues with countries and politics.
AHHHHHHH.
and the worst thing is.... i cant talk about it with any one, because.. its too hard for people to understand, it too emotional, its too.... gah i dont know, i want so badly to just scream what i'm thinking, but i keep my mouth shut. why i dont know, i'm a loser i guess who cant exspress her emotions at people. I keep everything thats negitive bottled up, unless something triggers a release, whihc is being drunk or just exsploding! which is why i dont drink much any more because everything just exsplodes!
i wish i wasnt so... emotionally handicaped! because if i'm not showing enough emotion or reaction, i'm showing to much i cant win! And when i do try to exspress myself i freeze up and avoid it in the end, the only real way i can comunicate my true feelings is by writting them, and not even writting them to people, just letters upon letters. i think its because writting is so much less personal... and i can think about what i say, and i dont have to worry about the others reaction...

i wish everything would just stop... or slow down, so i had time to think...
everything is moving too fast, every one is moving too fast.
i want time to stop.. if only for a day...
it would be nice

me and Asanti discover the truth!

Taryn says:
i told u i was a freak now XD
Taryn says:
i think i realise why i cant keep men... i am one... i am a man...
Scorpio Metal Horse {Movies} says:
sad you're a gay man in a sex-ay woman's body
Taryn says:
hahahah i know...
Taryn says:
its so weird
Scorpio Metal Horse {Movies} says:
so... if a guy would get it on with you, a gay man in a woman's body...
Scorpio Metal Horse {Movies} says:
would that make him Bisexual?
Taryn says:
dude....
Taryn says:
thats trippy... i shall have to think about that

ehh i have to make a huge desission soon, and its fucking hard.

i have decided when i move back to finland and move out on my own i want a dog, i want one of these dogs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bull_terrier ((english))
http://fi.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullterrieri ((soumi))

i want a minature one X3

hmmm i'm a little sad. we are getting a kitten wednesday. but its for tiia now, i'm not allowed to have my onw so... yeah. i have always wanted a cat, but i'm never allowed to have one...

i think i should go to sleep now XD

i hunted for ages looking for a good clip of this, but you know what not meant to be i guess.
she is actually.. kinda scary to look at there is something oddly.. almost alien looking i guess.
but i really love what she sings about, and i love the lyrics to this song so much. i know how it feels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Scm4oAYYbIg