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Olipahan viikonloppu.

Darra.

Understand once he was a family man
so surely I would never, ever go through it first hand
Emulate all the shit my mother hated
I can't help but demostrate my Freudian fate
My alibi for taking your guy
history repeats itself, it fails to die
and animal agression is my downfall
I don't care 'bout what you got I wanted all

It's bricked up in my head, it's shoved under my bed
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?
My destructive side has grown a mile wide
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?

I'm nurturing, I just wanna do my thing
and I'll take the wrong man as naturally as I sing
and I'll save my tears for uncovering my fears
for behavioural patters that stick over the years

It's bricked up in my head, it's shoved under my bed
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?
My destructive side has grown a mile wide
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?

"I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men, "


Some unholy war

"If my man was fighting
Some unholy war
I would be behind him
Straight shook up beside him
With strength he didn't know
It's you I'm fighting for
He can't lose with me in tow
I refuse to let him go
At his side and drunk on pride
We wait for the blow

We put it in writing
But who you writing for
Just us on kitchen floor
Justice done,
Reciting my stomach standing still
Like you're reading my will
He still stands in spite of what his scars say
I'll battle till this bitter finale
Just me, my dignity and this guitar case

Yes my man is fighting some unholy war
And I will stand beside you
Who you fighting for
B - I would have died too
I'd of liked to
If my man was fighting
Some unholy war
If my man was fighting"

..ja tulen varmaan nopeasti alas.
Jotenkin nyt, kun sain tietää, että mun jalat leikataan kuun lopussa elättelen toiveita täydellisestä Kristasta leikauksesta toivuttuani.
Aivan kuin mikään muuttuisi. Simsalabim, ja yhtäkkiä olisinkin kaikkea, mitä haluan olla.

As if.

...liikkuu outoja asioita.

Näin unta, jossa avaruusolennot sieppasivat kaikki ihmiset semmosella jumalattoman isolla, koko taivaan peittävällä aluksella, jonka pohjassa oli lukematon määrä outoja aukkoja, joista tuli isot imuletkut kaikkien asuntojen ikkunoista sisään ja ne letkut imi ihmiset ylös sinne alukseen. Sit siinä oli kai joku Matrix-ajatus vielä sillä hetkellä, kunnes yhtäkkiä se olikin joku loistohotelli/avaruusristeilijä se mesta.

Lopulta onnistuin pakenemaan sieltä takaisin maanpinnalle ja kiipesin hervottomien muurien yli semmoiseen outoon MadMax/Doomsday-henkiseen anarkistikaupunkiin, jossa olivat about kaikki maapallolle jääneet ihmiset...Sitten se muuttuikin superrikollisten mestaksi, semmoiseksi "Anti-Gothamiksi" ja asiat menivät ihan vitun oudoiksi.

Sitten soi herätyskello, vaikka olisin halunnut katsoa sen unen loppuun. Olisi ollut mielenkiintoista nähdä, mitä tapahtuu.

Fail.

Jänskättää.
Tulkaahan Doningtoniin katsomaan, kun mie paniikkihepuloin.

Luinpa sitten eilen netistä löytämääni kohtuullisen sairasta Jokeripornoa ja näin kohtuullisen mielenkiintoisia unia.
Niin. ja halusin jakaa tämän tiedon jonkun kanssa.

Cogito ergo doleo - I think therefore I am depressed
Cogito sumere potum alterum - I think I'll have another drink
Corpus vile - Worthless body
Crapulam terriblem habeo - I have a terrible hangover
Crudelius est quam mori semper timere mortem - It is more cruel to always fear death than to die. (Seneca)
Cui peccare licet peccat minus - One who is allowed to sin, sins less. (Ovid)
De mortuis nil nisi bonum - Say nothing but good about the dead. (Chilon)
Diabolus fecit, ut id facerem! - The devil made me do it!
Ego et rex meus - I and my King
Eram quod es, eris quod sum - I was what you are, you will be what I am. (grave inscription)
Ergo bibamus - Therefore, let us drink
Estne volumen in toga, an solum tibi libet me videre? - Is that a scroll in your toga, or are you just happy to see me?
Faber est suae quisque fortunae - Every man is the artisan of his own fortune. (Appius Claudius Caecus)
Fortes et liber - Strong and free. (Alberta)
In his ordo est ordinem non servare - In this case the only rule is not obeying any rules
Interdum feror cupidine partium magnarum europe vincendarum - Sometimes I get this urge to conquer large parts of Europe
Inventas vitam iuvat excoluisse per artes - Let us improve life through science and art. (Vergil)
Mundus vult decipi, ergo decipiatur - The world wants to be deceived, so let it be deceived!
Natura, artis magistra - Nature, the mistress of art
Nemo saltat sobrius nisi forte insanit - Nobody dances sober unless he's insane
Nihil tam munitum quod non expugnari pecunia possit - No fort is so strong that it cannot be taken with money. (Cicero)
Non est ad astra mollis e terris via - There is no easy way from the earth to the stars. (Seneca)
Non mortem timemus, sed cogitationem mortis - We do not fear death, but the thought of death. (Seneca)
Non omnes qui habemt citharam sunt citharoedi - Not all those who own a musical instrument are musicians. (Bacon)
Non timetis messor - Don't Fear the Reaper
Nulli secundus - Second to none
Nunc est bibendum - Now we must drink. (Horace)
Omnia mea mecum porto - All that is mine, I carry with me. (My wisdom is my greatest wealth) (Cicero)
Peccatum tacituritatis - Sin of silence
Per varios usus artem experientia fecit - Through different exercises practice has brought skill. (Manilius)
Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim - Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you. (Ovid)
Quemadmodum possums scire utrum vere simus an solum sentiamus nos esse? - How are we to know whether we actually exist or only think we exist?
Qvalis artifex pereo - Such an artist dies in me - Emperor Nero's famous last words
Respice, adspice, prospice - Examine the past, examine the present, examine the future (look to the past, the present, the future)
Rosa rubicundior, lilio candidior, omnibus formosior, semper in te glorior - Redder than the rose, whiter than the lilies, fairer than everything, I will always glory in thee
Scientia est potentia - Knowledge is power
Scientia non habet inimicum nisp ignorantem - Science has no enemies but the ignorants
Scire tuum nihil est, nisi te scire hoc sciat alter - Your knowledge is nothing when no one else knows that you know it
Semper inops quicumque cupit - Whoever desires is always poor. (Claudian)
Si vis pacem, para bellum - If you want peace, prepare for the war. (Vegetius)
Stultum est timere quod vitare non potes - It is foolish to fear that which you cannot avoid. (Publilius Syrus)
Sua cuique voluptas - Everyone has his own pleasures
Valui ad satanam in computatrum meum invocandum - I succeeded in summoning satan into my computer
Variatio delectat - There's nothing like change! (Cicero)
Video meliora proboque deteriora sequor - I see the better way and approve it, but I follow the worse way
Vinum bellum iucunumque est, sed animo corporeque caret - It's a nice little wine, but it lacks character and depth
Vinum et musica laetificant cor - Wine and music gladden the heart
Vita brevis, ars lunga - Life is short, art is long
Vita mutatur, non tollitur - Life is changed, not taken away
Vita non est vivere sed valere vita est - Life is more than merely staying alive
Vita sine libris mors est - Life without books is death
Vivere commune est, sed non commune mereri - Everybody lives; not everybody deserves to