This is it, here I stand...


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Like a comet blazing 'cross the evening sky: gone too soon.
Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye - gone too soon.

_Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright
Here one day, gone one night... _

Like the loss of sunlight on a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon

Like a castle built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
_Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon_

_Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day, gone one night_

Like the sunset dying with the rising of the moon
_Gone too soon

Speechless, speechless, that how this makes me feel. When you're not with us, I am loss for words, and nothing is for real... Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside...

Michael, my dear MJ... Our own little weirdo.<3 Applehead and Smelly. Mike. <3
This is hard to put in words. Feels so weird. Unreal, still. _Wrong._ This shouldn't have happened. Not now! Not yet!

I "found" you only about a year ago. I was so obsessed about you... :) All day&all night I would watch all your art and anything concerning you. Although already before that I had bought the Bad album and really liked it, realized how good it was. And I watched that Bashir documentary about you, felt sorry for you and knew you were innocent of the stupid charges. Later I found out more about your unique, special, funny, fun-loving, happy, deep, sensitive, kind, loving, talented and smart personality. Of course you made mistakes and weren't perfect, like nobody is. But still you had to suffer too much of greedy people and bashing your reputation, and for that I am sad. Hopefully it will be cleared now... too late. I was so looking forward to seeing you live on stage performing in London! It would have been magical&awesome! As you always were on stage.

This is funny... to care so much about someone you've never met... And of course we don't know everything about you, only those closest to you do. But we don't have to know. We know enough to respect you as a good person and Amazing artist. You really gave your all, you poured your heart into your work, into your art, and that's why you touched our hearts. You touched my heart and that's why this is so devestating. I love you. You gave so much to my life, made it richer. Oh that feeling, when listening to your music or watching your short films (;)) or watching footage of you onstage... or your poetry. You were truly a remarkable and beautiful soul. Unusual, unique, special. And without you I wouldn't have ever met Milan, who is amazing&great person as well and has become a dear friend. Probably more fan friendships forming in the future...

Oh Michael. This you dying thing sucks so bad. I could go on and on, you were and did so many things. Your legacy will live on. I will, of course, continue listening to your music and watching all you've done. You will continue being my inspiration and idol, especially in dancing. God gave you an amazing talent to begin with and you used it really well. Thank You for doing that. I'm so sorry that it cost you a normal life... I hope you still had a happy life and enjoyed it. I think you did... I think you were able to enjoy little things and grasp the moment, like children. :)

This is so sad and such a great loss for the whole world, for all of us, but especially your family&friends. Your kids... I hope they can go through this somehow. God Bless them.

Michael Joseph Jackson... MJ...
THANK YOU for your beautiful art, your legacy, for all the inspiration, excitement, joy and LOVE you brought to me, to us all.
Thank you God for giving us Michael.
See You in Heaven, Mike. :')
Rest in Peace, you truly have deserved that.
I will miss You so much.
Thank You.
I Love You More.

Dive :)Sunnuntai 14.12.2008 05:44

Dive - Steven Curtis Chapman

The long awaited rains have fallen hard upon the thirsty ground
and carved their way to where the wild and rushing river can be found
and like the rains, I have been carried here to where the river flows

My heart is racing and my knees are weak as I walk to the edge
I know there is no turning back once my feet have left the ledge
and in the rush I hear a voice that's telling me it's time to
take a leap of faith so here I go!

I'm diving in, I'm going deep, in over my head I wanna be
caught in the rush, lost in the flow, in over my head I wanna go
the river's deep, the river's wide, the river's water is alive
So sink or swim, I'm diving in!

There is a supernatural power in this mighty river's flow
it can bring a dead to live and it can fill an empty soul
and give a heart the only thing worth living and worth dying for

But we will never know the awesome power of the grace of God
until we let ourselves get swept away into this holy flood
so if you take my hand, we'll close our eyes and count to three
and take a leap of faith, come on let's go!

I'm diving in, I'm going deep, in over my head I wanna be
caught in the rush, lost in the flow, in over my head I wanna go
the river's deep, the river's wide, the river's water is alive
So sink or swim,
I'm diving in!


:DLauantai 29.11.2008 04:37

Ja taas nää mun päiväkirjaankirjottamisajat xD

Huoh.Lauantai 29.11.2008 04:35

<3Torstai 30.10.2008 04:23

Michael Jackson - We're Almost There

No matter how hard
The task may seem
Don't give up our plans
Don't give up our dreams

No broken bridges
Can turn us around
Cause what we're searchin' for
Will soon be found

Cause we're almost there
Just one more step
Don't give up
Cause we're almost there

Look at the lonely lovers
That didn't make it
Life's long hard climb
They just couldn't take it

Don't let it happen to me and you
Hold on together, darlin'
We'll make it through

Darlin', keep on reachin' out for me
Keep on reachin, do it for me
Do it for me, cause baby

Cause we're almost there
We're almost there
Cause we're almost there

We're so close
I can taste it
A life so sweet
We can't afford to waste it

Need to feel your hand
Slippin' through mine
Just hold on tighter, darlin'
Keep on tryin'

Baby, do it for me, do it do it baby
Cause we're almost there
Just one more step
We're almost there
Don't give up

Baby baby, don't give up
Keep on, keep on
Just one more step
Cause we're almost there

Just one more step
Cause we're almost there
We've come to far
To turn around

Keep on reachin'
For higher ground
We've had our ups and we've had our downs
Let nothin' in the world darlin'
Turn us around

Cause we're almost there
We're almost there

Everything we're lookin' for
We're almost there
Keep on reachin' out for me

Cause we're almost there darlin'
We're almost there

(written by Edward Holland Jr. & Brian Holland)


R.I.P. 23.9.2008Keskiviikko 24.09.2008 04:19

Michael Jackson - Gone Too Soon

Here one day - gone one night ...

Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven

Beyond the door there's peace, I'm sure
and I know there'll be no more tears in heaven
P.O.D. - Youth Of The Nation

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would've known cause I didn't kiss my Mama goodbye
I didn't tell her that I loved her, how much I cared
or thank my Paps for all the talks and all the wisdom he shared

Unaware I just did what I always do
Every day the same routine before I skate off to school
But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest
Instead of taking the test I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming
Everybody was running but I couldn't hear nothing
except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I didn't really know this kid even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
or maybe for a moment he forgot who he was
or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was, I know it's because

We are, we are the youth of the nation
We are, we are the youth of the nation


You cross the line and there's no turning back..


Who's to blame for the lives the tragedies claim?
No matter what you say it don't take away the pain
that I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why? Is the blind leading the blind?

Guess that's the way that the story goes
Will it ever make sense? Somebody's gotta know
There's gotta be more to life than this
there's gotta be more to everything I thought exists

We are, we are the youth of the nation...

<3Maanantai 29.10.2007 03:17

I've got a home in the sky,
gonna tell this world goodbye,
you see I'm gonna fly away.

We'll be caught up together
to live with Jesus Christ forever,
you see I'm gonna fly away.

I will be free, free one day.
I will be free, free one day!

Some glad morning
when this life is over
I'll fly away
I'll fly away

I'll fly away, I'll fly away...

I will be free, free one day!

Oho.Tiistai 31.10.2006 21:29

Oho. Tulipas pitkä tuosta--->.
Ei kukaan jaksa lukee. :D

Totuuden hetki.Tiistai 31.10.2006 21:28

TEHTÄVÄNANTO: Merkitse numeroilla ne elokuvat, jotka olet nähnyt. Jos olet nähnyt yli 70 elokuvaa, sinulla ei ole elämää.
(Hahaa! Tiedän että saan yli 70, toivottavasti ainaki! Mutta ei se tarkota että mullei ois elämää, vaan se tarkottaa että mulla todellaki On elämä, johon kuuluu leffojen kattelu! :) )

(1) Sinussa on se jokin (Eiks tää oo jompikumpi niist Freddie Prinze Jr.-leffoista?)
() Harry Potter: Viisasten kivi
() Harry Potter: Salaisuuksien kammio
() Harry Potter: Azkabanin vanki
() Harry Potter: Liekehtivä pikari (On HP-sivistys melko nollissa, juu.. Osittain oma valinta. Kaverit sanoo että kirjat tosi hyvii, leffat aika huonoja. Tiedä häntä.)
() Mr. and Mrs. Smith
(2) The Mexican
() Nemoa etsimässä (Aukko sivistyksessä!=AS.)
(3) Leijonakuningas (Kuuluu yleissivistykseen!=KY. Videohyllyssämme. "Vittuku Mufasa kuoli.";D Suokaa anteeksi ruma sana.)
() Ocean's eleven
() Ocean's twelwe (Aukko sivistyksessä=AS.)
() Spy Game
(4) Fight Club (Niin hyvä! Suosittelen.)
() Meet Joe Black
() Seven (Joku kauhu?)
(5) Thelma & Louise (KY.)
(6) Grease (Jee jee.:D Eikös tässä oo John Travolta nuarena?)
(7) Seitsemän vuotta Tiibetissä (Hjyva! Brad hyvänä, näyttelijänä siis.)
(8) Pirates of the Caribbean (Of course, olenhan piraatti itsekin! ;) Miksei täs listas muuten oo kakkosta? Niin vanha lista?)
(9) Troija
() Starsky and Hutch (Hmm? En oo varma. En kokonaan? Ben Stiller, Owen Wilson ja Snoop Dogg kuitenkii.)
() Saw (En kato kauhua=EKK, mielenterveyteni takia, enkä varsinkaan mitää verenlennätystä.:( [Ööö.. Entäs Fight Club? ;D])
(10) Moulin Rouge (Parhautta <333. Ewan McGregor&Nicole Kidman ja muut.<3 Like A Virgin ;'D)
() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3 (En Kato Kauhua.)
() Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3 (Öö en kokonaan ainakaan kai näitä.)
(11) The Grinch (Hih, hjyva! Jimppa=Jim Carrey.)
() American Pie
() American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() i, Robot (AS.)
() Teksasin moottorisahamurhaaja (alkuperäinen)
() Teksasin moottorisahamurhaaja (uudempi) (EKK.)
(12) Men in Black
() Men in Black 2 (Öö en oo varma, en kokonaan?)
() The Village (EKK!)
() Along Came Polly
(13) Forrest Gump (KY.)
(14) Deep Impact (Yllättävän hyvä. Muistaakseni Elijah Wood teininä? ;) )
() The Terminal (AS.)
() Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2 (EKK! Varsinkaan näitä!)
() Space Jam (Mahdollisesti? Will Smith, koripallo ja animaatioalienit.)
() Chigaco (Hmm. En kokonaan?)
() Riku Rikas
() The Day After Tomorrow (AS!)
(15) I am Sam (<3 Suosittelen erittäin paljon!)
(16) Taru Sormusten Herrasta: Sormuksen ritarit
(17) Taru Sormusten Herrasta: Kaksi tornia
(18) Taru Sormusten Herrasta: Kuninkaan paluu (Samaa mieltä kuin Jellu, jolta tämän kopsasin: parhaimmat elokuvat ever! <3 Tai parhaita ainakin)
() Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
() Painajainen Elm Streetillä (EKK! Dokkari kauhuleffojen lavasteiden&maskeerauksen ym. tekemisestä oli jo liikaa, sain siitäki traumoja ku oli pätkiä leffoista. :P)
(19) Titanic (KY.)
(20) Romeo & Julia (Jee jee. Hauska konsepti mielestäin, Shakespearen kieli nykyajassa.)
() Tiedän mitä teit viime kesänä (EKK.)
(21) Independence Day (Eiku tää se oliki mistä tarkotin yllättävän hyvä, mm Will Smith, eikös juu? Mul menee nää kaks leffaa jotenki sekasin.)
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
(22) ET (Ystäväiselläin Mervillä on samanlainen hohtosormi&-käsi. ;D)
(23) Yksin kotona ("Mä kuulin kaiken" ;'D Inside inside.)
(24) Yksin kotona 2 (Nää molemmat parhautta pienenä.)
(25) Yksin kotona 3
() Mio poikani Mio
() Katto Kassinen
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
() Calendar Girls
(26) Catch Me If You Can (telkkarista näin lopun.. haluaisin nähdä kokonaan!)
(27) Spider-Man
(28) Spider-Man2 (Tobeyy... ;). Hyvii&ihanan melankolisii. Vois kattoo taas joskus.)
() The Fifth Element
(29) Air Force One
(30) Sound of Music (KY! Todellakin.)
()Terminaattori 2 (Aukko Arska-sivistyksessä ;D)
(31) Vanilla Sky
() Addams Family
(32) Ace Ventura
(33) Valehtelija, valehtelija (Jeejee, Jimppa.:) )
(34) Hevoskuiskaaja (Jee, tämän aukon sivistyksessä oon paikannu.;) )
(35) 8 mile (Hjyyyva.)
() Die Hard
() Eurotrip (Was ist das?)
() Deep Blue Sea
() Kasper (Kiltti kummitus? Mahdollisesti.)
() Alexander
(36) Save the Last Dance (Ihana hyvä tanssileffa.<3 Oon aina Ihan Kikseissä tanssileffoista.<3)
() Pretty Woman (Erittäin vakava AS!)
(37) Melkein julkkis (Hih hauskaa&mielenkiintosta ku perustuu osittain tositapahtumiin/oikeisiin henkilöihin.)
() Uneton Seattlessa (Vakava AS!)
() Top Gun
(38) Sairaan kaunis maailma (Eikös ne jotai laskenu että aika monta kertaa siinä sanotaan vittu?)
(39) Cast Away (Hyyyvin ahistava välillä, sikke hyvä. Keksin: "Vittuku Wilson lähti", niin uskomattoman surullinen kohtaus :'(. Hanksin Tompan parhautta.)
() Wicker Park
() Kuka sanoo tahdon? (No en kai kokonaan.)
(40) Vuosi nuoruudestani
(41) Shrek (Sikke hyvä! :D Matrix- ja muut parodiat :'D)
() Shrek2 (AS!)
() Viimeinen Samurai (AS.)
() Kimpassa (AS.)
() Fucking Åmål (AS.)
(42) Saksikäsi Edward (Jee tämänkin aukon sivistyksessä oon paikannu.:) Ihana ja kamala.:( <3. Johnny Depp.)
(43) Vihreä maili (Kamalankamala lopussa, ja hyvä.)
(44) Amélie (Hih <3. Videohyllyssämme.)
(45) The Truman Show (Pohdituttava, hyvä!)
(46) School of Rock (Uu jea! Niiiin hyvän mielen leffa! Jopa liikuttava lopussa. :D)
(47) Big Fish (Uu, Ewan.:P)
(48) Pelastakaa sotamies Ryan (KY.)
(49) Austin Powers
() Austin Powers: Kultamuna (Hmm ehkä?)
() Pelikaanimies (AS!)
(50) Blues Brothers
(51) Blues Brothers 2000 (Jiihaa.)
(52) Aristokatit
() Piano
() American Beauty (En kokonaan.)
() Pahat Pojat (AS.;) )
(53) Pitkä kuuma kesä (Hih hauska.)
(54) Honey (Hauska tanssileffa.:) <3)
(55) Notting Hill (AS.)
() Kummelin kultakuume
(56) Morsian karkuteillä (How do YOU like your eggs?;) )
(57) Karhuveljeni Koda (Hih.)
(58) Herrasmiesliiga (Tänkin AS:n oon paikannu. Hauskaa kun kirjojen sivuilta tutut hahmot herää henkiin, varsinkin Dorian Gray.)
(59) Pieni suklaapuoti (<3. Johnny. "I know what's your favorite.":) Hyvä leffa ahdasmielisyydestä ja elämänilosta.)
() Kauna (EKK!)
(60) Helmiä ja sikoja
(61) Erin Brochowich
() Ihmeperhe
() Kellopeliappelsiini (AS! Mutta EKK! Voi vaikeus!:o )
() King Arthur (Ööö taisin nukahtaa kesken :D)
() Koirankynnen leikkaaja
() Heinähattu ja Vilttitossu
(62) Dancer in the Dark (Kamalan kamala ja Hyvä.)
() Lapsia ja aikuisia
() Unbreakable
(63) Jali ja suklaatehdas (Johnnymme vauhdissa taasen, haausga.)
(64) Boys don't cry (Suosittelen! Kamala ja hyvä leffa siitä, ku suvaitsemattomuus menee persiilleen. Hilary ansaitsi Oscarinsa.)
() Syksy New Yorkissa (Hahaa, en kokonaan.)
() Kuutamolla
() Kaverini mahtava Joe (Kuulostaa tutulta?)
() Olimme sotilaita
(65) Häjyt (Siunakkaa ittennä, pohojalaaset tuloo! ;D Oommääki eteläpohojammaalta, geneettisesti ja lapsuuresta.)
(66) Pikkunaisia (AS.)
() Kukkia ja sidontaa

Dääämm! Oon ihan pettyny. Mutta tästähän puuttuu vaikka mitä. Noh aika lähelle "nolifea" pääsin kuitenkin. Kukaan ei jaksa kopsata tätä multa ku on niin paljon noit omia kommentteja tuol. :D Heh. Tais muuten olla elämäni ensimmäinen gallup/kyselyjuttu galtsun päiväkirjaan. Jea.
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