IRC-Galleria

How one moment of your life can change you as a person so deeply?
It burns in your mind and you keep on finding yoursef living that one moment over and over again. The moment haunts you, it comes in to your dreams, comes in to your mind while you are awake. You cant escape it. It becomes part of you.

This hurtfull and still so, so sweet feeling. You long to be with someone, someone you know you can never be with. Why is that? Why can't you just say: "Stop!", and then you could move on? Why can't you?

You want to cry, but there is no tears. You wan't to scream, but there is no voice, no words to say. You keep on dreaming. You keep on thinking that "what if?".

I'm cursed to be in love with you. I'm cursed to be haunted by your face every singe moment of my life. I'm cursed to hope. Hope, that one day we could be together again.

Where does your steps go now? Are you happy are you safe? Do you ever think of me? Do you as well, live that moment again somewhere? Do you hope at all?

You ones looked at me, said I was beautifull. That I was unique. You made me feel happy, you made me feel safe. You said that you were thankfull, thankfull of meeting me. Even if it was only that one moment. You said it was better than nothing. Did you really mean it? Was I really that important, that unique?

I miss the touch of your hands, I miss the long conversations, I miss the sound of your voice and the way you said my name. I miss your kisses and the blink of your eyes.
I miss you, I miss you so much...

.:Peace:.