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I was listening earlier to my CD-collection, and the song by Negative gave me the inspo for the title of this blog.

I've been back in the UK for 2 months now apparently, although it feels like forever.
The job situation is a no-go. I don't speak polish or portuguese... though it seems like most of Ipswich does these days....

And I can't relate to my friends. I love them dearly, but I just can't deal with them at the moment- they're too full-on for my liking, and it's so hard to relax. I feel like I've changed so much, and that now we haven't got so much in common. It's a scary feeling.

The situation with my parents isn't much better either. When I was living in Finland, I got on really well with my whole family. Now I'm back at home though, it's a different story. My sister acts as though she hates me, and half the time it seems that way with my parents too.
I've lost my independence, and my confidence. I've spoken to a couple of people about it. And it seems as though I shouldn't have moved back in....and as much as I want to move out, I couldn't right now...

No voi, oon tulossa tampereelle syyskussa ystävän kanssa...odotanko mä siitä? hetkellä, en ole varma, kun mä tarvin olla rauhassa, mutta kun ystäviä halua vain puhua joku bändistä, en mä jaksa......