IRC-Galleria

ok i realise i havent been on a hell of a lot lately. and i havent really filled any one in on why i have been internet dead now have i. so here goes.
me and my mother had been fighting since i came home from finland. about work, about home, about finland about anything and everything that came up. every one went on holidays off to the south and i had to stay home to look after the animals, this was during new year and a few days after as well. when she came home, i had a huge fight with her over nothing really. i had been on the computer all night and was still on at 7am in the morning because i had been talking to Mira and minja and then had started to read some emails. mum exspolded... and i got pissed off and so.. left... so i went to stay with my grandmother for about a month and a half before we finialy just got over it, neither of my said sorry and i dont think we ever will. in between, i went shopping in whyalla and horse riding with my cousin, i also tanned somehting wicked and i'm now pretty dam brown.. yahoo... opps i mean google.. but anyway XP
so now i'm back at home. i still dont have a job and i'm totally out of money. lucky enough, i am friends with all my old mates again. lorinda rang and said sorry and Colleen has been over my place the last 2 nights, she only went home this afternoon. and i have Charlies 21st birthday soon... like in 2 days XD
i havent started on the visa for the au pair, because i havent received any info from Riitta... on if she still wants me... and i need to know and we need to have a contract made before i apply you see.. so i'm getting a little flustered.
life has been pretty boring, no rel partying... no real action or bithcing.
boring...
i really miss going clubing and having sexy fun people to get drunk with... now.. here is the thing that erks me the most... suddenly every one here has coupled up... le'gasp. just like finland. all my friends are SUPER obsessed with their new lovers and well... from what i see.. i dont think i will find anyone soon. here.. there is just no one that would ever intrest me, i think i might just live a single life with my dog. its .. not like i havent had offeres... but every time i can see something wrong with them and it turns me off so... yeah... normally their either brain dead... or dead ugggly
i turned in on my bordom.. and actually watched a whole serise of DBZ... dont look on me as bad.. its a good anime its like.. legend!!! and i even found some new only just relese movies of it which me and dylan oggled over for about 45mins :D

i need to find soemthing to bring some spark back to my life.
everytime i talk to a fin.. which... hasnt been in a long while now... all i hear is how fucking cool ur lives are and how much action is in them... i'm so jelouas!!! but at the same time so happy for you. but so jelouas!!!

ahhh... oh well

so really my life.. as always.. is full of stress and bordom... i guess.

hmmmm
i dont think i have too much to report... i rather hear more about what happeneing with you guys. i really miss you all... and.. i feel lonely. i have no idea what is happening home in oulu and it bothers me, because its my life back there... its liek not being invited to the prom or something... knowing every one is having a party and ur at home watching the grass grow on ur own... yeah. thats a pretty good analagy...

i might update some photos... i dont really have much of intrest i guess... you would have to go out and do something to find something of intrest... and i live a life like a hermit!

i wish i was there with you guys...alot