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yah ok i 'went out' this last friday for Colleens 20th birthday... it kinda failed because i had woken up at 6am, worked for nine hours came home, helped her do her makeup, didnt have anything to eat and then went to this house party of her boyfriends and started drinking gin... there was like no one interesting there.... at best i would say they were annoying and psycho... Colleen's boyfriends mother... has the intelligance of a 8 year old. she asked me about the finnish language, saying taht it should be easy because all those 'european' languages r the same... when i tried to exsplain that finnish wasnt an anglo saxen language she looked at me like she was retarded. and when i tried to talk anything ... normal with any one they had no idea... they were all 17 year olds and 16 year olds, that doenst bother me, but they were acting like iddiots like OMG i'm drinking or OMG i'm smoking and im like.. OMG ur all fucked up.
and i was so tired... and hungry and now drunk that i got really nasty at colleens boyfriend.. apparently he was shit scared of me because he thought i might kill him. i was drunk, so i was angry and horny and even drunk i would touch anything that was in that house.. i laid on the couch for a second and fell asleep cause i was so fucking tired and bored and then i woke to hear them talking about me, saying that for a 20 year old i was really too serious and couldnt handle a drink like that could. come on, 9 hours of work and i had been up since 6 and gone to bed at like 3 in the morning... and i hadnt eaten and i was bored... of cause i was gonna doze off sooner or latter. and then colleen wouldnt LEAVE, and she was my ride home. it was like 6 in the morning and i was like fuck i wanna go home, and she would not leave because she was too busy fucking off with her man, we had been there since 7:30 the day before. so i walked home in the dark, it only took me an hour but i was as scared as all fuck because where we had been is known for rapes and bashings and stuff.. and there were LOTS of Black native Australians (aboriginals) and they were calling out at me and following me, i was like fuck fuck fuck shit fuck!
i came home and crashed. colllen was menat to come to my house latter and we were gonna have pizza and movies and chocolate and have a girls night but she was too tired and 'sore' to come so i made myself some pasta and just watched movies on the computer... ...
wow...
fun


also i have only just noticed how short a time i have to get money to get to finland and get my visa ready... like 4-5 months which is not that long, concidering last time i had 9 months to do it in.
i really need riitta to talk to me about this au pair thing because if that fails i have to run around liek a dick on speed trying to find another way to stay there D: