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i'm stalking them... :D i like em.. its cool! http://vladimirborowicz.deviantart.com/


oh yeah. i'm ok. nothing big to report. nothing that you wouldnt already gather, i still dont have any money, but i'm starting to get back with my old friends finialy. their trying to convince me to stay here in australia.. and i must admit their reasons make alot of sence...
oh well..
i dont know... life is pretty fucked around here now days... i really wish i could talk to my fins, but their never on when i am, and i'm hardly ever on now, and i dont think i could tell u everything that has happened either.
i miss you
so much
i was talking with my friend colleen last night she stayed over. and i was exsplaining that... i. i dont know who i am anymore. i used to... and i should still... but i dont know who i am without you any more, i have this over whelming feeling of incomplete and alone its quiet frightenig for me.. i just hope all the angst go away whne i come back to oulu.
me and colleen had the best fun last night though... tormenting her boyfriend on the phone and then we stayed up till 6am just talking and laughing about old times and having deep and meaningfulls <3
it was nice
i should go, colleens still here and i have to feed the poor thing XP
bye every one. i miss you and love you so much

ok i'm back, me and mum.. we have a kind of agreement and i'm back so dont worry too much. i'll exsplain things better. but right now i am in the company of my oldest and coolest mate Colleen, so i'll chat ya's latter when i'm not busy.
catch ya babes

ok,. so yeah u may have noticed i have not been on line, thats because i had a fight with mum and sort of maybe might have ran away form home and have been living with my grandmother...
nothing really intresting to saym, bar i havent stopped fighting with my mother and havent really been home in 2 weeks so yeah. what ever. oh i sent some letters and cards for u giyts, mira is gonna receive thema nd she can give them to you, u know save money since i'm still out of the fucking job and all that other fucking bull shit.
its still as lonely as fuck here and i think insted of getting sad this time i'm just getting angry at everything and every one. so.. yeah.. i hate my life right now.
i'd tell you guys the intresting stuff i have been doingbut i really dont have the time as i am on a computer at the puplic libary.
bye peeps.

mymsn friend Ethan sent me this song today cause we were talking about like good music and that i was gonna buy tickets to see lady gaga and yeah he sent me this song and its sooooo nice!
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=e8phK_YIRNs
if it doent work for u fins.. as it normally doenst.. its called David Archuleta - Crush

ok went out partying again, and now were home, but charlies man is like... taken some drug and i think he might be tripped out or od-ing i dont know...

went out last night... got tipsy at most with cahrlie and ebony... i'll upload some pictures i think =D. it was good cause i can talk and hang with people my own age cause no one talks to me in my home town so, its was nice to come to a place where people LIKE me and wanna party with me <3

i love u... i miss u
Happy new year
see u all in 6 months!

this song has been playing in my head for 2 days now, and i finialy find it. i care nothing for the band or anything, but i just love this song. the original is by Alice cooper, but i like this cover better, i can dance to this one, and ahh. i loev this song!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9U77bsDnC4w
this is how i feel about every guy i ever fancy or get a crush on.

MERRY CHRISTMAS FINLAND
its not christmas here yet but i know it is for you guys. so go have some fun and a happy new year!
i love you all more then life and i can wait to see you all again!!!!

OMg my mother is.. so nasty. i had a shower today, got out started to dry myself and then noticed something on my shoulder... ONLY THE BIGGEST AMOUNT OF DARK HUMAN HAIR ALL OVER MY BACK! mum had decided to brush her hair and then get the hair out of the brush, little did she know.. or did she... it went ALL OVER THE TOWLS!
oh god i was erked!
it was like.. ew-ew-ew-ew!!!


Well to every one i wish a very merry christmas and festive sesson incause i dont see or hear from u before then.
ur so important to me, the reason i keep breathing, i think, if it wasnt for friends like you i would have done something bad to myself because u make it worth going on.
ur my sunshine on a rainny day.
merry christmas