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I guess, that I need to clear my head a little. I'm focusing too much on the wrong things, and it's starting to get a little too much to cope with. The whole situation re men is getting beyond a joke. One minute it seems like he *likes* me, the next minute, our flatmates come home, and tell me about how he's looking for a girl at the club/party...whatever.
Pav asked last night, is it not difficult to have such feelings for him, when we spend alot of time together as friends....and yeah, actually, it's bloody impossible. I'm dreading the day, that he comes and tells us that he's met someone, 'cause there'll be all that 'meet the girlfriend' crap, and I don't *want* to meet any fucking girlfriend -___-