I just feel like dying right now
I didn't know I still was this vulnerable to sadness - I thought I had gotten stronger
I don't understand, why do I always have to live on the edge
I've lived here so long
It's my Home
But now, now it's going away
I don't want to leave my Home
It's where I belong
And so I cry
Cry watching my Home slip away from me
I'm drifting away also
I've got no place to go
No place to live my life
So I think ending it again
Why shouldn't I
When the Sun of my life is taken away from me
Why shouldn't I
I'm so hollow right now
I've got no spirit left
I'm just a shell without my Home
It was all I had
My Haven
My Hell
My Home
The memories - good and bad - remain
I knew it had to end sometime
But that time came too soon
I wasn't ready yet
Goodbye Home
You know I always loved you dearly
Goodbye Home
© Saz