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As I felt a bit weird past few days, no happiness from anything what I've done, now, the optimistic me is coming back... yeah, few things didn't work out as I'd like to, but nevermind.
I wanted to do the FCE certificate in London, but it's way too demanding with money and time and plus I don't need it right now, if I ever wanted to apply for a foreign university, I need the certificate 4 years old at maximum.
Today my brother has his 26th b-day, and so we have barbecue, and cakes, and all the sweet staff, it's really nice because of the easy atmosphere and time spent with my whole family which I won't see for few next months...
But still I don't feel like going anywhere, yeah, I'm slightly starting to looking forward my 'trip', but on the other hand, I can't still believe I'm going somewhere until I have my bus ticket (I can't imagine to travel for 24hours in a bus!!! hope somebody nice will be sitting next to me :D).
That reminds me that today, I had to think about Veruuu :P she may be in L.A. already or maybe stay at Paris airport for night... she's brave anyway, but I already miss her :(
Okey, gonna get a cake so hyvää yötä maailmaaaaaaa :D