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I found it...Lauantai 15.09.2007 20:45

hehe, not really, but I bumped into other one:

Natasha Bedingfiled - Soulmate [how pertinently]

who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
And I was just staring at my Oletuskuva and I can't believe it's me on the pic. It's like it is somebody completely different, somebody who is infinitely happy, there's the positive energy coming out from the pic... how different to what I feel like these weeks and I know it won't fade away, it will when I get to my heaven aka Hell-sin-ki
well, that's life, that's fine, thank God there is still Armo for me :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOCQr7o2nnI

CONGRATULATION Pee, at least it's over!

I wish I could find a song...Tiistai 04.09.2007 17:20

which would describe yesterday!

I don't know what happened, everything was too fast. And what's ridiculous, I went almost 200 km to the city where I study just for one hour O.o
They just announced us that we have a week more off, GREAT! Yeah, it is great but they could tell us sooner not after 3 hours in a car.
So I've spend probably the most scary and hectic day of my life. But I survived and it's fine now, I'm at home :D
But sth else also happened yesterday, I mean, it just... well, imagine nobody ever cares about You so You learnt to handle everything on Your own and suddenly a Star will rise up just for You, the Star will change Your life upside down but in the very best meaning and You feel GREAT and then, the Star will stop shining for You, slowly but surely and then it disappears from Your sight without saying goodbye but after some time the Star will give You hope again that it will start to shine again for You and finally here comes the day which was yesterday for me when this hope went gone, forever.
Still it's ridiculous, I had to smile everytime I got a flashback of him or a word NEVER appeared in front of my eyes because even if he'd come back again we have NOTHING to say to each other.
Maybe a letting go is easier without saying a single bye

...this is the last time...Sunnuntai 02.09.2007 18:09

This is the last time
through hell, I've seen your insides
Tear out your eyes tonight, you'll see
Is this where my angel lies?
I've cut you up to see me
Am I worth a thousand lies?
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

It's raining in cuts so bright,
The screaming soothes the anger
I've never been so scared alive
When friends that crash goodbye
Their soul will change the future
and that's where the beauty in death resides
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

Save the rain he's alive

Friends that crash goodbye
Your soul will change the future
and that's where the beauty in death resides
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

You wrote the book on silent eyes
And I wrote this song to say goodbye
This is the last time that I'll cry

Aiden - Silent eyes
well actually it's not that much LAST TIME, but at least for a week it is and I feel.... I dunno mixture of sadness and You know, be so far away from everything again and be put into nothing again
but okey, the school starts tomorrow, so have a great time You all and hug

previous - Placebo - weekendTorstai 30.08.2007 21:17

and the result is:

Soko - I'll kill her
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25AsfkriHQc
[me neither, I'll kill her] loool

Brian totally drunk but sweet
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xES8L1eIl-8&NR=1

I will have unforgetable memories and Thank You Hanni, I love You my dear and hope You'll manage to finish the school and became the best band manager :P

eyes problemTorstai 16.08.2007 16:12

I just wanted to let You know, that I have some quite serious problems with my eyes so I can't be online much, well, I shouldn't be also now, but I had to let You know
kiss You all and take care
Ani

a new heart for XmasSunnuntai 12.08.2007 15:47

please, I need a new heart for Xmas or my 21st B-day, it doesn't matter, the sooner the better!!! I desperately need it unfortunately

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 11.08.2007 13:35

my brother is baaaack!!!! since yesterday's eve, *dancing happili around*
he didn't get bitten by shark, he didn't even see a sea-urchin, so I'm wondering, if he has been to Croatia at all :D

and I had a nice weird dream today, I was in Tovacov, a 'lil town in Czech, and I got accepted to the school were I actually now study, it was like a year ago, the same situation but I had been to that town and I fell in love with it. It actually didn't look like Tovacov anyway, but if You imagine Helsinki, the pretty tiny streets, maybe the park Esplanade, only without the park and the houses on the two side of the park were closer, but it was cool, it didn't remind me of Helsinki at all, there were so many things to explore, I couldn't even wait to do that
well, after like one week dreaming about Helsinki it's a nice change :D

cuple of vids I'm intoPerjantai 10.08.2007 19:23

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1S-9ZiIVMrE
Big Cat by Snipe Drive - such a pretty memories and my fave song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAAvsV2drP0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3D4rUnT8Uk
Water by Manboy - I love the person who recorded it, 'cos it's my fave song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPJFkMyE8SU
Blind by Placebo - recorded by my lovely friend plus I have been to this gig equal lovely memories as well

and Believer live by Kill Hannah, I'm going to search for the vid, 'cos I've lost it somehow

soriTiistai 07.08.2007 16:59

I'm sorry for my friend who has lost her two lovely dogs in just few seconds because of some stupid damn driver, what if there would be children... brr
I'm sorry for my other friend who deserves something and I dunno why but her destiny doesn't want her to make it
I'm sorry for another friend who had to get back to reality and can't be with a person who needs her
and finally I'm very sorry and worried about my grandmom, she's my only grandparent who left and today ... nothing
*tear drops*

I'm with You all my beloved even though I can't help You much xxx
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