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which would describe yesterday!

I don't know what happened, everything was too fast. And what's ridiculous, I went almost 200 km to the city where I study just for one hour O.o
They just announced us that we have a week more off, GREAT! Yeah, it is great but they could tell us sooner not after 3 hours in a car.
So I've spend probably the most scary and hectic day of my life. But I survived and it's fine now, I'm at home :D
But sth else also happened yesterday, I mean, it just... well, imagine nobody ever cares about You so You learnt to handle everything on Your own and suddenly a Star will rise up just for You, the Star will change Your life upside down but in the very best meaning and You feel GREAT and then, the Star will stop shining for You, slowly but surely and then it disappears from Your sight without saying goodbye but after some time the Star will give You hope again that it will start to shine again for You and finally here comes the day which was yesterday for me when this hope went gone, forever.
Still it's ridiculous, I had to smile everytime I got a flashback of him or a word NEVER appeared in front of my eyes because even if he'd come back again we have NOTHING to say to each other.
Maybe a letting go is easier without saying a single bye