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I found him, I found him, I did it... GREAT.
Just bumped here on irc on Rain Diary band and guess who is the singer, yeah, my beloved singer from SoulRelic, gosh, I'm so damn happy, I missed his voice but not anymore

btw. back to Reflexion album, I love it, reminds me of Poets of the fall, Soul Relic and something like Entwine. I will write a little review later.

Pee - kiitos, I know we didn't manage to talk about that emo and tons more, but it was pleasure to meet You again *kisses*

Finallyyyyyy :P I've heard the new album just once, so no proper review, but first song Non-stop glorious ride which hit my ears got me excited because I liiike it.
Maybe it's just a first sight but I feel like the new album 'Dead To The Past, Blind For Tomorrow' is more like For my pain again *I love them more than Reflexion, but Juha is Juha :D*
I can't remember any special song which would catch my attention mutta anyway I will definitely listen to it through the whole travel to Blava!!!!!!!!!

I can't already wait, nothing to forget, get everything what I need for new week. Btw. hope to see You Pee in Brno on Sunday *mlask*

What else, I dunno, lots of things in my mind but the most strange are my dreams... like reading a book in Finnish, speaking and understanding Finnish (in reality not much)... but more and more I love the language. Seems like the less I can speak it, the more I want it.

And I do miss... yes IT, minun kaupunki. I thought I will get there this year, well, I might not :( but it seems worse and worse. I'm sitting in a bus in Hradec (CZ) and instead of seeing the reality, I feel and see what I felt and saw in Helsinki, like I'd be in HKI which is quite desperate because when I suddenly wake up to the reality, I feel sorrow and sadness and I'm not able to live anywhere else. Well actually I am, but it's more like surviving not living.

But soon the exams will come again and summer!!! :P

http://www.myspace.com/renegadefive

awwww... finally someone new for me *happily singing around*

is a really nice song, not so addictive like Planet of the sun was, but still, I can't wait
btw. this year is in the name of so many new album releases like Reflexion, Snipe Drive, The Rasmus etc. etc.

in the song 'Won't let go' Jonne sings he "won't let go of the dreams that he was dreaming" and that line brought me to the point of my pointless surviving... "what I was dreaming about?" who knows, but I'm desperate of not knowing what to do next, everything seems to stop at some point and not grow on, I will have to get rid of this mood as soon as possible unless I will gone mad, because this "nothing-to-do" is already too much for me and I need to do something, no matter what, desperately!!!

hmm... the less we eat, the less we need, the less we pay and the less we owe... let's just make it but I will have to prove them I can live from air, what else I can do :(

I have since Wednesday and starting to like it.
I wanted it blond with wine-red stripes (well, something like semi-stripes lol) and the result is interesting but cannot wait to have my long hair back in former lenght...
On Monday I'm going back to school and You know what, I can't wait... I mean, can't wait to go to Hradec, to meet my friends, to go to the library (I want to borrow something like 50 books lol), find a new job, maybe start to do something with my body form and go and find a job for summer... lots of things to do and I can't wait... but also at home it's nice to be!
Love You all

Oh finally I managed to read his book. It's actually 3 in 1, I would translate it as 'Kolme kertaa komisario Palmu', in Czech 'Třikrát komisař Palmu'. Even though I love detective stories and details, but this was too much and too many characters that I got lost, but in the end, all in all, it was very interesting to read esp. when all the crimes happened in Helsinki. Well, in the last story the murder happened in Kaivopuisto... hehe I was there, at the crime scene lol :D

Then I started to update my soulmates.wz.cz site with translations and the most beautiful song is Tahdon rakastella sinua...... and along this I came back to Technicolour and my memories.

Přeji hodně štěstí všem, kdo se letos hlásí na Finštinu do Prahy, teda pokud ji otevírají, to netuším!!! Já to vzdávám a nejdu ani na Překlady a tlumočení do Olomouce, kam jsem chtěla.

Hehe, now I'm listening to Mozart... well... interesting lol but still I prefer to watch the new video of 30stm A beautiful lie

Awwww, I'm just so happy today, okey, I could be more (my desperate missing of Helsinki) but this video made my day http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hCA5bxtqvQ, I love Armo and this version is.... unique and to hear Jussi singing in English http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePZPD3viEFs one of my fave songs, I was suprised how much I like Jussi's 'English' voice, I mean, I've never actually think too much about what if they sing in English, but I'm glad I can say I really like it thx to this gently way it was given to me :)
I'm back home from skiing course (lol) and supposed to learn for exams but, You know, one more great thing, I'm heading for a gig finally, 15-4-2008 in Vienna..... my beloved Kill Hannah will ignite my heart and I made a promise to myself to get to Helsinki (I almost write Heslinki buuuut, it sounds cool right, HeSLinki loooool) but after I earn money for it which will be after summer in UK... well, I have tons of plans so I cross my fingers for living all my dreams this year and to You all I wish the same... follow Your heart wherever You might be

btw. I like the new album of Delta Goodrem and it's a pleasure to hear new Shamrain, I think I will cry along the songs with all the memories connected to that time I got into this band

PS 2: and I wrote TamEPre instead of Tampere :( WTH

awwww... I'm with Tatu ja Patu Suomessa, kiitos perhelle (is it right?) ah I'm thankful for everything suddenly, really, I miss my beloved people (even though I'm with my Czech family now) and I miss experience, life... action, let's freeze the time for the whole January and start again in February... I need to finally release a bit of my life...
Hope everyone got their e-card and greeting, miss You
Ani

PS: I'm still proud many of today's teeneagers from my country is so creative and inventive, love Your work and keep on doing this world brighter!

was on 28-11-07
I knew it was 14 days after the Tuusula incident but in my dream I didn't notice that.
Somebody was holding a newspaper where I saw only the headline which said that the killer in the school is sorry about what he had done.

I don't know why I had this dream, maybe it was a msg from him that he really is sorry and I really hope he is, but maybe just a part of my mind wanted to stop my feelings for this incident.

and this dream was followed by another one, a cruel one, I can't understand it why on THAT day