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"Perhaps love is the process of my gently leading you back to yourself."

"Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction."

They are amazing according the stories Hanni told me about Cocaine.
One day, instead of a dog, maybe I can experience this too :)

It was strange, on Sunday I felt really down, like always once in a while and Monday, guess what, it was sooo amazing, well thx to certain people (:D) but it was better than expected!
I mean it's so strange when one day your feelings are trudging in mud and the very next day, in just few hours, they are brightly sunbathing near the rainbow.
Wish I could always turn hurricane into gentle snow flakes but seems it's not that easy everytime tough it can be done.

Finally Wednesday, soon weekend is here :P
Sori but the work is not as fulfilling to enjoy it so only weekends are bright sparks.
Can't get Miyavi out of my head and I remember few weeks ago I said NO to all of his songs I heard and now... *rolling eyes*
I'm only worried about the Paris gig, I mean no info yet... I so want to become real, it would be one of those once-in-a-lifetime experience for sure :P

Yesterday I listened to his song Onpu no tegami like 500times and still love that song, plus I added one more Itoshii hito. It's such a wonderful lyrics and with the news his daughter was born, it's much more meaningful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W9_OZG5yTM
The translation should be like this:

My beloved
Don't cry, show me a smile.
I didn't say I liked seeing tears, did I?

My beloved
It's all right, you're not lonely, now.
Just when you're lonely, I'm lonely too?

My beloved
Don't open your closed eyes just yet, ok.
Just like that... just like that... but don't go to sleep (laugh)

My beloved
It's not "I could die for you" but rather I've decided "I'll live for you"
Of course together with you too, now, forever, and ever

Don't love yourself any more, 'cause I'll have what's left over.

My beloved
Even if we were to be born again, because I would be this me,
And you will be that you.
And I will say this again, always, allways.

My beloved
Slowly open those eyes, it's the same as always isn't it?

That is good.
That is good.

Thank You all for yesterday, it was way too amazing, hopefully we can all meet after all :P

I can see I'm not the only one with crazy plans :D That's great.
Hopefully we will meet with Tess, we've never seen eachother in reality, but she's a great person.
And 11. 11. London, why not, my friend just told me she wants to go and has no one to go with.

was so great, I mean what an unexpected warm welcome can give you so much energy.
Well maybe it depends on what relationship you have with the person who made that, but it was so cool, he was just so close... close to me but also close to my heart. We're like two little kids unite together in the playground against the adults... well I wish we were like that, unfortunately I felt it just once, this Monday, since and before it's still the same, work, work, work *rolling eyes*.

I have the airticket... I have the airticket... I really have it O.o
It reminds me, me standing at Helsinki's railway station after coming from Tampere the very first day of my holiday last year. It was like unbelievable and I know this time it will be more unreal than ever and honestly, I can't wait!!! My heart is happily dancing hand in hand with the idea that I'm actually going, *tear drop falls roll on my face* finally I'm gonna live my dream for few days again!!!!

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So I have booked and paid my airticket to my Promise Land. Officially I'm there from 09-09 to 16-09 so see you all there :P

I picked up my won prize the CD Uroboros by Dir en grey and gosh I love it!!! So powerful and emotional (not only the CD itself, but the memories connected to it and yeah well Kyo).

Today was strange, work is fine but sometimes pain in the ass, plus my supervisor, well, I easily lose my attention while he teaches us :D :D :D

And yep, although I was all fun and had excellent mood today (even before I danced happily from booking my holiday), one person was there to ruin it a bit because I was in such a great mood mainly because of him... well, nevermind, it reminds me to get back to old trail and don't let others too close :)

Oyasuminasai ****